Dedicated to my OCs! The posts can go from updates, infodump, ramblings, musings, and so on.
16-08-2026
I've been having envious thoughts of people who can stick to a small roster of OCs and will create 129381203 AUs of them instead, since my OCs' information can get scary intimidating to get into... I'm the type of person who likes to simplify the process of explaining things in general, and it's definitely not easy to explain how I jump between multiple storylines (set in different worlds/settings). However, I'm still very grateful for my peers and those who are still following my Original Characters despite it not being as easy/intuitive to follow as ideal.
"So why don't BNT stick to the small cast and make more AUs?"
I have some theories about what goes down in my thought process...
- A lot of my characters are clones/expies/variants/inspired by one another anyways, so the line between an AU character and an expy is quite thin.
- I get too lazy to do worldbuilding from the scratch for each new AU. So I can assign them into empty "gaps" in my OCs' story/worldbuilding instead.
- ^ This means I'm also the type who tries to create more characters to "fill out" a story. I get easily bored if I'm stuck with a limited amount of characters (unless the existing characters created enough juicy conflicts to entertain me for a longer while).
- "Doesn't that sound like an issue with BNT not fleshing out my characters enough?" I do have some skill issue on that part, yes. But other than that, I don't really like the feeling of my characters feeling like they exist in a void? Like they've got to have other people to talk to. I develop my characters better when I know what kind of relationships they have with others.
"Ok but would you pull that move where you nuke everyone and start with a small amount of OCs again?" Not anytime soon, I hope. It's happened before though.
12-08-2026
Slowly expanding the cast for The Elysium Storyline these days... Also refining concepts for existing cast (especially Cerise and Kali who went through the equivalent of me frantically erasing and redrawing an artwork).
Out of the newer casts (so not HiranGates or CeriKali or Marika since they all existed during the old version of the storyline), I'm quite excited for Rowan (drawn next to the blindfolded one) and Specter (blindfolded one) lore... It's like going back to my past tendencies to just give my characters bonkers backstory and circumstances.
02-08-2026
Renamed Sanguine and Melan into Cerise and Kali! These two have gone through so much revisions in these past few months... Hopefully I'll get to settle down somewhere (maybe after battling my creative demons).
Today also marks moving OC thought dump link to current one... Just to make things a bit easier on my end.
2026 July
29-07-2026
oh god it's been so long since i've used this my bad. might use this to dump oc trivias and little dumb ideas
ghost chase cast's spice tolerance
Neb:🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Rill:🌶️🌶️🌶️
Zero:🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Lumina:🌶️🌶️🌶️
Silver:🌶️🌶️
Mordred:🌶️
Adler:🌶️🌶️
last words for my arcane odyssey OCs
Ben: "I'll miss you too, Morden... Always..."
Rita: "...I miss my mom."
Falco: "Make sure to study, practice, and be kind to others..."
Elysian: "Leave me alone."
Moonsilver: "...It's finally all over. Haha."
Serpico: "The gods... They are speaking to me..."
01-07-2026
I've just got a new AO OC idea, Serpico, a baron for the Order of Aesir bc I wanted to make an evil bald dude characters for so long (since it's one of my fave niche character types) and I wanted to explore more of Order of Aesir's stuff.
Bringing him to life means I have an excuse to bring back Commodore Moonsilver and Lord Elysian from my retcon pits too! Congrats on coming back to life! These three would make a funny Aesir trio (in contrast to "Legacy Trio" consisting of Ben, Rita, and Falco).
2026 June
02-06-2026
Removed arc summaries from Ghost Chase bc I'm cleaning the storylines up... Plus I wanna actually try to push myself to create comics to help fill the story gaps.
Right now, the characters who will have Plot(TM) horrors coming after them are Charon, Arisa, Zero, Lumina, and Mordred... I might make little comic series for each of them. I know I'm being incredibly ambitious but it'd be really cool for me to draw them.
2026 May
21-05-2026
Added new profiles for A Fragment's Realm's cast! Behold, profile pages for Cier, Graves Vulture, and Whisper Corvus!
15-05-2026
The Elysium Storyline and its cast have just gotten a heavy overhaul!!! From underwater lab to high fantasy wizards!!!
05-05-2026
Reworked Magimire's magic system...!
02-05-2026
Cleaned up pages for The Souls of Earth's cast... Rozen got heavily overhauled, and Deswyn/Valei got a lot of profile cleanups.
2026 April
26-04-2026
- Gave Sacred Earth's worldbuilding a cleanup... Gonna save worldbuilding pages for worldbuilding details that get very granular and all that.
- This cleanup was in preparation for The Souls of Earth storyline! Heavily rewriting concepts for Rozen/Deswyn/Valei now that I made Chosen Warriors less of a focus!
- Uploaded my Arcane Odyssey fancomics on Comic Fury! Might use Comic Fury to upload my other works next... Heheheheh. Comics...
25-04-2026
Summarizing what I "use" each storyline for...
- APCverse/Pantheon Realm
- from the nothingness: a place where i dump pantheon realm's gods and stuff
- tales of the undying: where i gather my immortals and just make them run through existential crises/immortal-related turmoils together. likely a place for me to process whatever goes through my mind while daydreaming about immortals
- sacred earth
- disembodied: toxic yuri trauma fest. mostly for me to play around with ideas of control/violence/hopelessness
- haunted waters: pretty much a place for me to dump anything revolving my sacred earth's pirates
- the blasphemous: for all the criminals and just odds and ends for sacred earth's cast. this one's more focused on the ones who are definitely going against the gods here. a storyline for me to explore stuff that strays from sacred earth's deities and their ideals
- souls of earth: another sacred earth's odds and ends storyline but im shoving anyone who isn't actively defiant against the gods. this one is a tool for me to lean harder into developing magic system/religious or spiritual aspects of sacred earth
- lands of equinox
- ghost chase: heehoo
- starless town: an attempt to write a murder mystery that turns into something closer to "cleaning up the messes left behind from that murder" instead of the mystery solving
- unseeing stars: a place where i dump lands of equinox's stray storylines like anything revolving melos/sai/roxon/elesia and the angels
- legends of light and shadow: lands of equinox's backdrop lore ft. my version of batshit insane enemies/rivals dynamic from arcaneverse games that shatters the entire world
- fragile dreamscape
- carol of the miracles: this is for me to scratch my magical girl plot itch while heavily adjusting a lot of this niche to fit my tastes better. is it still a magical girl storyline to y'all
- paradise's ruins
- duels and dramas: a place for me to scratch the itch of "guys who fight but they're doing it in performance arts way" and "heehoo beyblades/card games/insert other hobbyani mechanics"
- feast of flesh and blood: this is for my vampires. and for me to tap into underground society stuff
- defunct machines: this is for my androids who got fucked over and are still very sentient at the same time. existential and technological and ethics worldbuilding yay!!!
- seasverse
- elysium: something something lab setting that fucks the entire cast over. likely a way for me to chew and process parts of arcane odyssey lore
- realmkeeper: thai inspired spirits and exorcism system heehoo
- origins: pretty much for something closer to bntcosm meta/kias' expanded lore
- fragverse: ok i got heavyhanded with ocean and seafaring worldbuilding and i don't wanna just slap floating sky civilizations in my existing setting bc it does fuck up with my perception of that world, so you guys get exclusively skyfaring setting 🎉🎉🎉
Did you know that APCverse used to be a universe I described as "a place for me to process my experiences with religion"? As of now, it's def expanded from religion/philosophical/existential stuff but it's still there at the root of APCverse.
18-04-2026
After giving a name to Cogito (for Fragile Dreamscape's worldbuilding)... Paradise's Ruins now get Chaos as a name for their source-of-life-slash-magic!!!
15-04-2026
Added character/worldbuilding/storyline page for A Fragment's Realm...! Still working on adding stuff to this universe...
12-04-2026
- Tweaked how blood drinking works for Vampirism (Fleshkin Variant)
- Added a bit in Cielo Alessi's psyche section
05-04-2026
New!!! Universe!!! A Fragment's Realm!!!
Been fiddling around an idea for this new universe for a while, for a certain niche of my past OCs (Stickmen with batshit insane powers)... I thought of Cier's lore with Kias and got incredibly inspired to make this.
04-04-2026
Smaller updates...
- Magimire: More worldbuilding!!!
- The Elysium Storyline: More worldbuilding!!!
- Fenrir Waripasutha: Gave her this trait of avoiding being taken care of/led.
- Fragile Dreamscape: More worldbuilding!!! Gave a proper name to Cogito (deities' memories that hold the world together) + fleshed out Phantoms and Miracle Wielders.
03-04-2026
Hmm. Maybe I could use this page to dump answers I've given to OC questions I answered to in other Discord servers... This one revolves around character themes!
Ben Adler - "How terribly far can love push you, as someone who lacks them?" The whole catalyst that led him to joining the order is out of his love for his family (especially Rita), despite him being the less protected and coddled twin between the two. He finds purpose in caring for Rita. And now that he lost her + memories of her, he redirected his questionable vision of love towards Morden instead. However, in this state (of being traumatized by the Order + memory loss induced by dissociation and physical factors), it drastically turns into an all-consuming obsession that eats him away. But after the escape, he's grown to love and care for his crew and friends, and they do pull him away from the pit that is his obsession with Morden! He's still in the process of figuring out his morals and codes and ambitions, using his love towards his loved ones as a guide.
Rita Faulkner (new profile page!) - "How would a deeply fearful person wield power (of violence)?" After the whole tragedy with Ben leaving for the Order and her family members being hunted down, she came face to face with her worst fears. However, she couldn't run anymore. She has to fight back. No one's protecting her anymore. So that's where her life as a mercenary + infiltrator began. It's a dangerous job, yes, but it gives her the opportunity to navigate and learn from War Seas' violence and politics, wielding tools of violence to use to fend for herself. Once she gets those powers, after living a whole life of being fearful and unable to do anything, she can finally pursue her ambitions of dismantling the powerful forces of violence behind the War Seas: with the Order of Aesir as her current priority.
Both characters are left neglected/isolated at some point in their lives, and now they're left to navigate the world on their own.
02-04-2026
Updated some worldbuilding stuff for Magimire for Ghost Chase storyline...
2026 March
20-03-2026
Been drawing more comics to share my OC stories. I've been working on my comicmaking process + tools these days. Gotta optimize my workflow for one-page stuff first, then maybe I can step back up and draw something longer....
Working on a long-running serial comic or publishing whole ass doujinshis are still too far out of reach, but I hope I'll at least get to the point of being able to publish smaller doujinshis of my own someday...
20-03-2026
On the second day (and last day in a row) of adding new side characters...
Three new characters for the The Elysium Storyline! Right now I mostly have vague concepts for them, but hey.
19-03-2026
Added a new character for Haunted Waters! Briar Reed, world's most normalest woman.
17-03-2026
Decided to start posting on readAwrite as an excuse to translate my artworks into Thai. I usually draw for my internet friends, so most of my stuff are written in English as the default lol
With that, I've put up the translated versions of those comics on my site accordingly!
For the comics I've translated for this batch...
- Date Night
- Safely Returned
- HiranGates' White Day comic
16-03-2026
Assigning my current fixation ships with fruit juice I frequently drink these days...
15-03-2026
Been slowly adding more to my fucked up women's issues... Check their psyche section for more added info about their characters 👀
- Alder Crawford
- Magnus von Salomon
- Cypress Nisanate
- Valerius Laguardia
- Fenrir Waripasutha
- Hiran Chaiyawate
"Why them specifically?" So I can put them through the wringer better. Maybe get more ideas to have them be taken care of instead of them being the one taking care in the relationship too.
14-03-2026
I've been spending these days just toying around with scenarios and AUs... Most frequently with Hiran/Gates (and occassionally Alder/Damion). Maybe I should really write more stuff sometime later...
09-03-2026
Gave up trying to make a new snippet for every storyline, so I limit myself to storylines I haven't written much snippets for.
- Tales of the Undying (planting)
- From the Nothingness (juggling)
- Carol of the Miracles (money)
- Defunct Machines (contact)
- The Elysium Storyline (sighting)
08-03-2026
Now that I've gotten a better hang at mediums I've been wanting to get better at (writing and comicmaking), and cleaning out my art backlog, I think I'm gonna just... lay down more stuff for my OC storylines. I think it'd be sad if I leave some storylines neglected while I go crazy making comics or writing stories for stuff I fixate on, and now I think blindly chasing whatever my brain fixates on is putting me in a rut...
So I've started a little new project (for my backlog) for myself, where I'll try to add a new snippet between the characters in each and every storylines in APCverse and Seasverse. Wish me luck.
Today, I've put new snippets in Sacred-Earth-exclusive storylines, since I have more storylines in that world and these characters tend to be neglected by me.
- Disembodied (pulled muscle): This one was basically me telling my brain "random bullshit go" as I wrote something up for them.
- The Blasphemous (spicy food alter): This one was in my personal notes for this storyline. It's based on my actual experiences with spicy food as a plural.
- Haunted Waters (when the polite one starts cussing): This scenario too, was buried in my personal notes.
- The Souls of Earth (gadria lurk): Since its creation was so recent, I legit didn't have anything for this storyline, not even past ideas I've jotted down. So I decided I'm pulling out old gags from my brains and actually got to showcase character dynamics I had (even before this site's creations)! A and Gadria are some of the oldest characters in APCverse.
Update: Decided to work on Lands of Equinox today too! I took Ghost Chase out because I ran out of ideas and they already have a lot of snippets on hand.
- The Starless Town (Zzz...): Decided to take the opportunity to clean up the page too.
- The Unseeing Stars (lovey dovey): God I really need to do something with Lands of Equinox's angels.
- Legends of the Light and Shadow (death): Wow I haven't written jackshit about RegiZul.
01-03-2026
- Switched out the power source for characters in Carol of the Miracles (e.g. Millie from will > fear, Furioso from anger > sadness)
- Cleaned up Cypress' and Millie's profiles in the process too!
- Decided to clean up/trim down my character count for Arcane Odyssey OCs... Right now I have two OCs I'm focusing on for Wine-Colored Waves and I think I'll try to keep it that way until I get an idea of a new character who can shake AO's narrative up...
- Added two more little dialogue lines for ValCiel!
2026 February
28-02-2026
- I've been fixating on my new AO OC, Rita. She'll be relevant in Wine-Colored Waves storyline.
- In the meantime, I've been toying around with ValCiel AUs a lot. I really gotta put some self-restraint on myself from creating entirely new character concepts, when I can make morbillion AUs and what-if scenarios of my existing characters...
- Also added a little "dialogue lines" section for ValCiel pages... I might be adding these things to other characters page too (and replace the randomized greeting lines I used to have, don't wanna rely on JS randomization when I can just have it all compiled in a logz). They're basically inspired by voicelines in (gacha) games. It'd be cute for me to add onto these dialogue logs, so I can keep coming back to them.
- "BNT what about your other OCs—" I've already planted them (aka. being written about on my website), so all I can do is wait for them to grow (aka. have them develop enough to poke something in my brain).
22-02-2026
Giving Cypress and Lange true forms... Their nonhuman designs...
20-02-2026
- Updated Essence (page cleanup and adding like 1 new named essence)
19-02-2026
- Added more details on the powers in Vampirism (Fleshkin Variant)'s page!
- Made little notes on Valerius's and Cielo's powers.
17-02-2026
Been mostly cleaning up the relationship sections of Performer Duelists... Feeling too weak to fully clean up their pages but hey, some duelist cleanup is due...
"Who's your favorite duelist? Who got the most noticeable cleanup?" Taden.
15-02-2026
Adding little worldbuilding tidbits to The Elysium Storyline and The Realmkeeper Storyline...
07-02-2026
I've been reading through some stuff for inspiration and research today... Trying to get story ideas then I came back with worldbuilding ideas. GG.
Stuff I updated today:
05-02-2026
hehehehhehehehehheheheheheheh ValCiel assassin syndicate au... i've been focusing on arcane odyssey community and making fanwork for it a lot recently and i miss my original universes, so i might as well mix these two a little as a treat. making my own drugs
05-02-2026
Ever since I started writing stories, I've always struggled at writing the midpoint in stories... The endings/lategame stuff are the most intuitive ideas to come to me, and they're the most fun to daydream about. However, if I put in the effort, I can carefully craft the story's beginning too (it's just doesn't come to me as easily as the endings).
Then there's the dreaded feeling where I struggle to figure out the ideas for the midpoints and buildup scenes. Maybe I gotta lock in to tackle this.
"What brought this upon?" Take a peep at little story tidbits I added for The Realmkeeper Storyline and Isolde Wongwayu's page. I've been getting some juicy lategame ideas, and the problem is I struggle to write buildups to these moments...
2026 January
29-01-2026
Apart from the gods, I've done some changes to Carol of the Miracles!
- Tweaked Aria's design so she's now blue-coded rather than pink-coded.
- Added a new character: Solaris Payakarun.
28-01-2026
Cleaned up the pages for the gods of APCverse. Like deleting unused concepts/characters, migrating god pages that are mostly relevant to a singular world to that world's page, merging reassembled gods pages, and just cleaning up pages for the Gods of Nature/Mortality/Psyche/Possibilities.
Really making me nostalgic for the old lore I've written for these guys. Crazy shit has been happening in APCverse and it's not just the mortals.
In the future I feel like writing more of them, I'll be putting their stories in From the Nothingness storyline.
25-01-2026
I usually try to assign my OCs speech patterns in Thai/Japanese (aka. other languages I know outside English) to give them extra nuance in their characters and word choices. English may not give me a lot of fun personal pronouns to use but I can pull this off in other langauges I know.
Though, if I have to explain this nuance, I'll typically use Japanese examples first bc I'm more likely to run into people familiar with animanga/Japanese culture (online) than people who know Thai. Kinda much quicker to just drop a "yeah this character would call the other -chan" than explaining what "น้อง-" means in Thai.
22-01-2026
Ah. The big storyline cleanup.
I spent some time today adding more stuff to the APCverse storylines, while making sure I've put everyone in at least one storyline! (Mostly via expanding storylines' scales to accomodate others in the universe.)
- Duels and Dramas: Organized existing story tidbits into individual arcs/events!
- Defunct Machines: Basically a revamped + cleaned up version of An Abandoned Ark, which now covers all android cast and their associates so far. Not gonna limit to just Ark and her place, since I could explore more on these sentient androids (while the human support cast like Taden and Misery are being dragged into android conspiracies).
- The Unseeing Stars: Revamped + cleaned up version of The Stray Squad, now covering the other angels of the Lands of Equinox. They're in the same region so they're bound to run into each other and (explosion sfx)
- Legends of the Light and Shadow: New storyline for the Lands of Equinox!! Finally giving the ideas I have for RegiZul a home.
- Haunted Waters: Expanded the storyline's scope so they can have the mermaids participate in their storyline too.
- The Blasphemous: New storyline for Sacred Earth
especially for characters I've been neglecting for years and I didn't have a place to put their stories until now - The Souls of Earth: Same story as the one above. I'm so sorry Sacred Earth cast for neglecting you guys in the story limbo for so long.
"Why do you feel compelled to shove/group everyone together in storylines?" It makes it easier for me to imagine their stories, since I know the story's scale/focus. Also I find it much easier to neglect a character if they don't have a storyline they belong to.
19-01-2026
AU fixation aside, I've been slowly trying to focus more on other storylines... For today's update, I've given new names to some storylines!
18-01-2026
Hitting that time of the month where my motivation takes a nosedive... I've been struggling to fixate on my OCs and do something more productive with them, so most of my thoughts revolve around AUs and shenanigans.
This is just to say I made a page for Harvest Town AU. Maybe I'll draw/write a thing or two for this if I really need the escape.
13-01-2026
Back to keeping myself sane by focusing on my OCs...
- Added more information on Sacred Earth's deities.
- Added some origin story to Vampirism (Fleshkin Variant).
11-01-2026
Added more story + worldbuilding stuff to Carol of the Miracles + Fragile Dreamscape! Storywise, I have to put down the stories of how the Miracle Wielders even Get there in one way or another... And of course I have to explain what these guys are.
My spoons for writing have been consistently low, to the point I kinda resigned from writing actual stories during these times. But hey, despite my less-than-ideal motivation to write fics, I can still write little outlines or summaries, so there's that.
10-01-2026
I've been thinking of Fenrir/Isolde kissing long enough to flesh out their world lore better. Laying down the basics and setting the tone by the deities' conflicts...
Peep the The Realmkeeper Storyline's main story.
10-01-2026
Damn I haven't drawn or updated stuff for my OCs, since I've been occupied by either college or roleplays...
Anyways! I've added a rundown on HiranGates' Story in the Elysium Storyline and turned Elysium Project into a branching story with multiple routes. Don't mind the morally and ethically questionable yuri.
03-01-2026
Honestly, I've really overlooked a lot of the art of creating side characters or at least creating other characters for my characters to bounce off from... Not really something I'm heavily wired to do but every now and then, I have to be coldly reminded that my characters do not exist in a vacuum and they'll have to interact with others...
But auuuuughh I don't have a constant drive to pop out side characters unless I really care about their concepts... And I usually fixate on very few characters out of an extended cast......... Wah.
Anyways! I might be working more on side characters and the like as I work on my OCs' story... Look forward to more of them I guess...
2025 December
30-12-2025
Gonna be using this entry to log which characters/stories get new years themed snippets... I'll be gradually writing + adding to the list in the next few days, whenever I get the inspiration!
"what's the workflow here" i get inspired → i quickly jot the scene ideas down in my notes → i add more to em as much as i feel like → i migrate these snippets to my website
29-12-2025
Decided to give Valens Averi (!!!) and Alpse Rosario some fresh character refresh + cleanup... I'll be drawing new images of them soon... hopefully.
Anyways I had some thoughts about my whole plurality situation recently, but I didn't want to design characters specifically to represent myself or my headmates, then I realized I could just use Valens-Umber-Kylasia to play around while keeping a lot of stuff detached from my actual self.
Hopefully, I'll do more stuff with the people from Sacred Earth's Echoing seas. I've been thinking of turning Alpse-Valens-Astra-Ran into this chaotic criminal alliances storyline.
26-12-2025
Frantically adding psyche sections to Alder, Damion, Valerius, and Cielo before I have to be away for a few days... Been cleaning up my OC to-do list the way I'm cleaning out my fridge.
Honestly, these sections are more for my reference (w/o clogging my own notes that may or may not become lost media faster than this website, and generally just forcing myself to parse these in somewhat-readable format). There's definitely a lot of room to stretch the characterizations (and room to add more nuances to their characterizations) but I need some!!! Anchor!!!
24-12-2025
on this christmas eve...
i made a little zine for AriCharon (ChaRisa, if you like it the other way round). first zine thingy for my ocs!!! you can read about em here
this had me thinking about these two so much again. i got an idea to make this bc i wanted to make arisa ruminate and think about her feelings... and now im just crying about their dynamics. my black cat x golden retriever yuri... arisa who second guesses her role in their dynamics due to her masks. charon who cherishes arisa a lot as a calming and comforting presence and would kill someone should something happen to her. if charon finds out the shit arisa has been overthinking about, she'd :grip: the shit out of her. it's like going back to one of my more vanilla comfort ship dynamics... ue ue ue
i can't wait to make something involving stuff that goes down in the wonderland arc. i love writing gay yearning and tension
organized the text dump in Fenrir's and Isolde's page! also added some stuff about their characters. added a little gay snippet to fenrir's page too. these two don't have solid story beats (like charisa and their ghost chase storyline) just yet but i'm still trying to make something... right now, these two sit in my daydreams where i mainly make characters kiss (instead of focusing on advancing the plot)... still figuring out what kinda stories i wanna tell with them outside of the gay moments. hype moments and gay aura or something.
23-12-2025
I've been slowly exploring fears/motivations of my characters... Today, I add some crumbs of those for HiranGates. Tomorrow, who knows...
This too, is also a part of "trying to lay down the character/story basics i can work on from, so i have a better luck with getting inspired to create zines/fics/comics/etc. for my ocs".
22-12-2025
context: i was doodling a lot of stuff for Carol of the Miracles in the past two days
man i love drawing silly doodles of my ocs fucking around. good way to get the story and interaction juices out while keeping it very low stakes enough for me to experiment and fuck around.
this website is basically my playground/lab for my oc development. all characters and stories are subject to change and i'll keep messing around.
22-12-2025
Refined Fenrir/Isolde's relationship dynamics so there's more... sauce to them.
← (aroace voice) guy who likes it when their ships don't fall under the box of "in a dating relationship" or "married". i find it much more compelling when it's not easily defined as those two sorry
who knows if i might platonic-blast more of my pairings. i just broke Vadios/Taden out of a bf/gf dynamics and make them more of platonic companions (with a side of yearning) instead...
21-12-2025
new storyline for fragile dreamscape is out!!! peep Carol of the Miracles
fragile dreamscape has been quite barren since the last character wipe. however, i've been getting inspirations from magical girl shows + toku + other shows that run on power of friendship and the like... and i thought fragile dreamscape would be a ripe setting for these kinds of plots. so yeah! gonna try to write something like this but with my own preferences and stuff.
the transformation aspect will be there but i will die before i figure out proper outfit designs for these. im giving them regular ass fits for now
16-12-2025
"bnt have you tried writing about your ocs in notebooks" i have many places/notebooks for that. however i also move between the platforms pretty often. i had various physical notebooks and various accounts to notebook apps. don't @ me.
also making a website forces me to make my oc stuff more presentable/readable, which will be VERY beneficial to look back to. so right now, i'm using my notebooks more as places to brainstorm ideas, then this website as a place to display and archive those ideas.
16-12-2025
gotta try to use this page more... maybe i can use this to keep track of oc update actually (so i have easier time writing monthly reflections). let me recall what i did this month...
- been migrating stuff from my notebooks to Fenrir's and Isolde's page
- added "Past Curses" (bullet point format) story to The Realmkeeper Storyline
- added scene snippets here and there to Ghost Chase
- added plots/arc snippets to Haunted Waters
any goals for this month's oc brainrot? hmm. i've been making arcane odyssey-related zines so i thought i could do the same with my original characters too. however, i don't really have a solid story laid down (unlike arcane odyssey with its own canon i can build from), so i've been working on adding the story and stuff to my oc's storyline pages...
i don't intend to publish my oc's story in a comic, novel, or other consistent format. as much as my sense of accomplishment would love those, i'm more afraid of "dying" without letting any of my story ideas come to life. i would hate to die without letting the whole world know about any of my oc's backstory. so yeah, even if it's in bullet points or little scene snippets, i wish to preserve them on this website so i have a more solid proof of my oc's story to return to.
so which ocs have i been thinking about recently? those from ghost chase (charon's narrative, formerly nicknamed as side narrative), realmkeepers, haunted waters, paradise's ruins vampires... what's funny is i did not think of mordben as much as the others, however, they kept striking me with sudden inspirations to make zines.
2025 November
10-11-2025
oh yeah i forgot to announce anywhere that i've been slowly giving proper surnames to my ocs! APCverse's Sacred Earth cast now has one! Fenrir and Isolde too!
yeah it's funny how oc surname kinda reflects my views of names too. bc to get to know someone, i mostly only need their names (or nicknames in thai) so i know what to call them. however getting to know someone's full legal name feels more... intimate.
so yeah giving characters surnames feels... intimate. idk "omg i know their family name now" way
i don't really wanna overwhelm my memory with nickname-name-surname system so most characters will get "name everyone calls them by (and where nicknames are built on)" and "family names".
09-11-2025
i've been slowly chipping through Seasverse's overhaul/cleanup... it's almost its first anniversary...
04-11-2025
my goals for depicting morden x ben dynamics like this is for people to empathize with morden
and for ben i want people to think "what the fuck is up with this guy"
- bnt
2025 September
29-09-2025
ah, well. might as well infodump a bit about Ghost Chase's side narrative
- ghost chase's narratives are now divided into two! the first one is now its own separate thing, with the main 7 (+ 6 stormchasers) running into misfortunes with sprites. the second new one is pretty much... charon and the twilight guild (also nicknamed as "dark lord organization") dealing with magimire stuff on a greater, scarier scale.
- when i put it like this, i kinda want to make the side narrative to have more horror elements than the main narrative... @charon good luck babygirl
- "so what's twilight guild/dark lord organization all about" they deal with magic/sprite stuff for the rulers throughout magimire, and they serve under the more primordial, magical entities in the continent. "this is just shameless ripoff from ###### ### but with fantasy flavoring" yeah no shit sherlock, people get inspired!
- "are the cast from main narrative and side narrative gonna interact" maybe??? they have a good chance to be each other's antagonists too, so watch out
- unhinged oc brainrot sentences that will mostly make sense to me. if you know what all these words mean together, i'm sending you compensation
- "arisa is like the side narrative's lumina"
- "charon is like a fucked up hybrid between silver and zero narratively wise. also she has mordred vibes"
- "aricharon is closer to a mordben than a valciel. however, if you compare aricharon to the pairings in main 7, they're closer to rillzero"
- "quick. introduce the casts badly" uhhh
- charon: (avoiding mentions of her inspiration character) local autistic dark lord heir struggles. a lot
- arisa: also autistic but in different flavor. trying her best to be charon's knight
- kiran: melos' and sai's lovechild. im giving no further elaborations
- david: this is so fucking funny to me bc i literally splitted the source character into two brothers. i made silver the good brother and david the evil brother.
- gavin: idk he's like rill if he was single to me
23-09-2025
designing/brainstorming stuff for The Origins these days... it's either seasverses' origins or apcverse's ghost chase these days (also getting sidetracked bc of reagan brainrot)
- i hope i'll cook up shunya's and ekah's dynamics well enough that their dynamic scratches the batshit insane neurons in my brain
- thinking about arun and her future plotline in ghost chase storyline... she's becoming a brain chewtoy
- oh and you know how the main 7 characters were based on various (gestures) characters in ashverse? like my player inserts + the canon characters i yoinked? yeah the storyline was pretty much brought to existence bc i need a setting where expies of my yumeship ocs can frolick together and have their new narratives together
- "ok that's insane loredrop but why is that important" well. ariya x reagan were just created very recently, however, i'm already getting tempted to port them into ghost chase. also i'd benefit more from having oc ship variant of them too, bc i get very self conscious writing stories for reagan herself... i don't wanna horribly mischaracterize her (since she has a lot more established canon material than what i'm used to with my other faves whom i'm this insane about)
"what's your whole deal with making ocs based on your favorite characters??? why do you do that so much"
check out the blogpost I just wrote today: Making A Character Your Own
23-09-2025
valciel isn't butchfemme to me, they're on a similar wavelength when it comes to gender expression. if val is fem then ciel is fem too. if val is masc then ciel is masc too. same logic as mordben where they work when you swap both of their gender (expressions) at the same time
22-09-2025
ok so reagan ridley (inside job) did so much damage to my psyche that she casually reignited the oc x canon/yumeship antics in me. here comes assorted thoughts about me and yumeship/oc x canon in general...
- technically speaking... ben adler x morden, kds x ben lumina, and averill x benjamin zero from arcaneverse/ashverse are oc x canon/yumeships too... though considering how far i've brought morden/kds/averill away from canon + time i've spent with these characters, they start to sit in my brain the way my ocs do LMFAO. idk if reagan will reach that point though, since i've been introduced to her show very recently... though whatever she did to my brain really reminds me of my first years fixating on morden... i'm never escaping yumeshipping/oc x canon aren't i
- honestly? if inside job wasn't canned and got the chance to end gracefully (or at least ended in a way that doesn't leave me hanging for more), i think i'd lose at least 50% of my motivation to yumeship with her... i wonder if i have a pattern, since most of the characters i've genuinely yumeshipped with either came from ongoing projects (think: morden from arcane odyssey, wataru matoba from argonavis project) or cancelled/abandoned projects (think: kds from world of magic, averill from arcane adventures).
- "i've never heard about wataru matoba on the site before??? what did he do to your brain" when i was actively following the project, i yumed with him with an oc and everything. however i lost interest by the time kimisute came out + the game got cancelled... and i don't think i'm gonna go back. i jokingly call him an ex sometimes. he's like an ex whom i'm pretty chill with + would be down to hang out as friends
- "wait so what's your current f/o list" those three fuckers from arcaneverse and reagan. that's it.
- wait omg i forgot valen from fields of mistria??? i'm not as insane about her as the others so i didn't register her as a character i yume with (...plus, i can technically date her in game, which takes away a lot of blank slate to imagine about LMFAO)
15-09-2025
ok so nowadays my oc daydreams has been full of ocs kissing that i barely have new ideas. however, i've been thinking of some funny ideas for the characters to interact hehehe (like AUs or crossovers)
11-09-2025
doomed yaoi... the main characters of my first two zines that explore their characters
2025 August
31-08-2025
rating the vampires' spice tolerance
cielo: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
valerius: 🌶️🌶️🌶️
enigma: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
matthias: 🌶️🌶️🌶️
tatiana: 🌶️🌶️
morticia: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
hemlock: 🌶️🌶️
nightshade: 🌶️🌶️🌶️
wolfsbane: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
angeldust: 🌶️🌶️🌶️
28-08-2025
"why does everyone in The Realmkeeper Storyline have those fin ears"
i thought it'd be cute to give them kemonomimi-adjacent design features as a little design flair. except i don't really care for dog/cat/insert-another-popular-animal ears sooo they get fin ears instead
idk the species these guys are going for just yet but the fin ears do give off aquatic vibes, which works with seasverse's setting being y'know, set in a big weird metaphysical ocean
18-08-2025
something something... putting these characters (from the same archetype) in a scenario where they're playing a game with their partner (as in the character i usually pair them with). they're pretty good at the game and has a lot of advantage! so they get to choose whether they're letting their partner win
they're kind of losers in their own way and i want all of them
- It depends on her mood that day. However, she generally leans on the direction of giving Damion a hard time winning against her.
- Should Damion miraculously win, Alder becomes a sore loser and whines about it and pesters her to play the game again.
- If given the chance, she will destroy Victor in any games. Out for blood.
- Should Victor miraculously win, she probably gets a rush from the battle and will likely challenge her to another round, or she ends up just wrestling Victor or something... Imagine a scenario where Constans/Therasia walks in and she finds Magnus headlocking Victor after a card game.
- She feels like she's go easy on Millie. If she actually ends up playing a game with others, she might as well use these as an opportunity to give them wins.
- Should Millie miraculously win, she's happy for her. Gasses her up and all that. (Cue Millie getting all self-conscious over Cypress praising her or something, since she's basically a tryhard in games.)
- As much as she feels like the type to go easy on Cielo (to me, at least)... she isn't actually like that. She is going in with a fight.
- Should Cielo miraculously win, Valerius gracefully takes the L. It happens. Then she looks at her fondly afterwards (as she watches Cielo go out for blood with others in the game) or something like that.
- Oh her ass is murdering Gates in the game.
- Should Gates miraculously win, she initially gets a bit distraughted at first. A bit of pride cracking moment. Then she pauses and stares at Gates before making a mental note of her habits. The type of mf to go "interesting..."
- She too, goes out for Isolde's blood in the game.
- Should Isolde miraculously win, she immediately goes for another round. The battle is not over, junior.
18-08-2025
i watch cooking/food videos a lot, and this means my oc brainrot can infect my experience watching those (or is it the other way round? you decide)
i have specific cooking techniques/menus i associate with certain characters... imagining them doing these feels very indulgent to my brain (which is a fancy way of saying "i get very attracted to them when i imagine them doing these")
hehe
- Valerius - steak (specifically frying the steak) (sometimes i imagine her pouring the wine in to make the sauce then she drinks while cooking)
- Alder - fish (specifically slicing/cutting the fish)
- Fenrir - chicken (specifically butchering the chicken) (i was watching a cooking video yesterday and i imagined her spatchcocking a chicken and i exploded)
11-08-2025
*does a lil dance*
Fenrir/Isolde is out... Fenrir/Isolde is out... Fenrir/Isolde is out...
08-08-2025
the ocs i've been bouncing between in my brain these days (not in order):
- APCverse, Paradise's Ruins: valciel and the other vampires (starting to think about them less to make space for other ocs to bounce around in my head)
- APCverse, Pantheon Realm: hal/xenon/wren
- APCverse, Pantheon Realm: the immortals
- APCverse, Sacred Earth: disembodied
- APCverse, Sacred Earth: the pirates
- APCverse, Lands of Equinox: ghost chase and the new character additions
- Seasverse: elysium storyline's new characters (basically just hiran/gates)
- Seasverse: new storyline ocs
- Ashverse: mordben
this is why i jokingly refer to my brain as a nightmare for everyone else sometimes. the ocs i rotate here could overstimulate someone the way youtube shorts did
04-08-2025
heheheheheh putting the pictures i made for a meme together like little collectible cards... ive been just pairing these pics together and giggling to myself like an idiot. if these were matching card game of sorts then these pairings give extra points... or something.
featuring the vampires!


The one and the only... ValCiel my beloveds...


They're like a married couple to me. (talking about two co-workers who don't really have anything obviously romantic going on)


The hatefuck.


They're like a married couple to me. (talking about two co-workers who are also long time friends)


My pookies... The star crossed lovers...








A master and her fang pairings (sans ValCiel bc they already made it to my OTP spot)






The fang trios...



The oomfs trio...
2025 July
23-07-2025
honestly, valerius' fangs dynamics are kind of like disembodied cast but a little to the right.
- valerius = magnus (the powerful/charismatic leader who brings everyone together and has a fixation on the new recruit)
- tatiana = constans (the loyal companion of the leader. the closest figure to an official right hand man. outwardly stern/strict demeanor. not an active fighter of the group but works as support figure)
- matthias = therasia (the medic with unhinged tendencies, picked up by the leader due to their eccentricities and is placed in somewhat of a special spot in the hierachy where they can get their personal needs/ambitions accomodated)
- cielo = victor (the new recruit who has lost all prior to joining the group (and the loss may or may not be orchestrated by the leader). they caught the leader's attention and is swiftly brought to the group after the point they've lost all hope. also draws the attention of the other two members in this dynamic.)
23-07-2025
i've just tweaked tatiana's overall demeanor in my head yesterday bc i've been stuck actually imagining her in situations, since my initial idea for her was "my favorite childhood archetype of the calm and demure character" and well. her being all like that and ending up in a negotiator/support role feel kinda boring to me...
so i made her temper worse. and generally more of Constans' vibes to make her mesh with my current tastes better. and she works like magic. i designed her to appeal to myself like that and it'd be sad if her overall character isn't fun to think about... it would feel like i wasted a good design lol...
21-07-2025
the trifecta of toxic yuri ocs i fixate on nowadays
- cult yuri: Disembodied
- vampire yuri: Vampires of the Flesh
- pirate yuri: whatever im trying to cook with Alder and Damion and generally just trying to fill out wisp seas with stories for me to play with
19-07-2025
Been cleaning up APCverse pages (merging character pages + deleting characters whom I barely did anything with them / generally characters i'm very unlikely to pick them back up again)...
It's kind of like... cleaning your house? Like I basically had to do the "does this spark joy?" creation to whether I still want to keep this character or not. I feel pretty mean being able to scrap story/character concepts this easily, but oh well. Sometimes I really need to do it for future organization/storycrafting purposes.
Right now, a lot of character concepts are tucked away in storyline/worldbuilding pages
15-07-2025
back at it again with the vampires
assigned drivers
- valerius
- tatiana
- wolfsbane
- angeldust
can drive themself around
- nightshade
- cielo
- morticia
- enigma
can drive but prefers being a passenger princess
- hemlock
- matthias (unless she has to drive enigma around)
10-07-2025
Turns out what reignited my interest in Seasverse (especially Sanguine's and Melan's stories) is putting more focus on the Elysium Project. Slight cleanup time!
10-07-2025
For character reference, bc I only have profiles for Valerius and Cielo so far.
rating how the vampires deal with a child
- valerius: can handle and deal with basic needs of that kid. however she... wouldn't be a very great parent. she gets the kid's basic needs fulfilled sure, but emotional needs? ehhh
- hemlock: on a flipside from valerius. i wouldn't trust her to fill the kid's basic needs but she can play around with them and entertain them. emotional support wise... yeah i dont think she'd be a decent parent idk, that kid gonna end up with many issues too
- nightshade: same case as tatiana. she can deal with the kid (at the cost of having to hide the kid from her job and stuff, which may or may not affect the kid all the same)
- wolfsbane: has it in her to babysit them. not a perfect one but i trust her to take care of one for a while
- angeldust: the struggler
- cielo: yeah i dont think she would know what to do with a child. wouldn't really register the kid as under her care and will likely ignore them
- matthias: can play around with them and let the kid fuck around in her lab. 50% chance of the kid ending up in an incident
- enigma: same case as cielo.
- tatiana: can be the kid's emotional support and stuff. probably one of the most equipped people out of valerius' squad to care for them
- morticia: the caretaking tendencies are there, just a little. would quickly drop that rush and find the kid a bother however
10-07-2025
categorizing reoccuring design tropes in my own designs... the face card compliation. i have like four main vibes i keep drawing over and over again lmfao
sorting the characters into these categories feels like a fucked up sorting game puzzle orz
The first column are all Ashverse characters, the rest are from APCverse. Not gonna list all featured characters here.
whether this says a thing or two about my type... up to reader's interpretation
- 1st row:
dilf adjacent aurathe ones with sharper and blockier features... a lot of them have some air of ~power~ in their aura - 2nd row: the prettyboy (gender neutral) tier. the closest thing to ikemen designs i make. has some sharp features like the row above but it comes off softer and all that. also a lot of them has some sort of ~mischevious~ aura... hmm.
- 3rd row: they come across as pretty soft and cutesy to me, except they have some ~forlorn~ aura to them idk
- 4th row: a bit less softer than the row above and more leaning towards "looks like they've been through shit" direction. the ~stressed~ aura. distinctively more distressed looking than the 2nd row counterparts
09-07-2025
bnt1: taden has two hands...
bnt2: one hand for vadios and another hand for every other women in apcverse
(we kept shipping taden with other women)
09-07-2025
this is about to be the funniest thing to really get my ass off the bed to work on. ok so this morning i suddenly got an idea to group the Sacred Earth's cast into their own seas. i have a bad tendency to group my characters into their own bubbles (to the point where my brain just freezes if the characters from "two entirely separate bubbles" have to form a solid narrative together), so hopefully this makes me visualizing their stories easier lol...
anyways, the reasonings for characters being thrown into each seas are nothing short of silly coming from me
- forest = whoever is in proximity of A gets thrown here
- wisp = "i need one person who end up here" (notices alder, who basically exists in her own story bubble with damion and ive confirmed that she came from entirely different place than her) "ooh i can go ham with pirate yuri in these seas..."
- echoing = tormented guys with something deeply wrong with them but idk where to put them in. so into the same seas they go
- abyssal = it's either abyssal mermaids or the moon cult beef. both exist in their own bubbles too but i see the story potential better than other bubble combinations
- golden = those damned expies (who started off as WoM OCs) whom i dont know what to do with them. but they should exist in their own bubble away from the hell that are my other ocs so ig i can just throw them in one of the more chill seas
- silent = im throwing rozen and their pupils here for magical girl inspired adventures yay
08-07-2025
been fixating on my vampires and just generally trying to expand the cast + build the world around them... another month where my brain is gripped by oc yuri
oh yeah funny origin stories for everyone
- cielo: was created to be a main character to toy around with in a vampire setting
- valerius: came to existence bc i wanna add an npc to take care of her. then the yuri between them gripped me so hard that the setting rapidly expands beyond that point
- matthias + hemlock: came to existence during "the first character brainstorm sesh", and those two were the two fresh designs i liked
- enigma + nightshade: came to existence while i was sketching the "the first character brainstorm sesh" too, except i remembered i can just steal moonsilver's and elysian's design and have them thrive in toxic lesbian vampire fest setting
- wolfsbane: born from this thought/design experiment of "i usually dislike dark brooding men in medias. but what if i make her a butch woman?" then i ran with her concept
- tatiana: saw a character design i really like and i got reminded of my childhood type in women, so i created her with the energy that would've made childhood me swoon, with a sprinkle of my current taste in characters
- angeldust: i was jamming to some songs in my playlist that reminded me of lovel, and bam i wanted to add his character archetype to the setting too
- morticia: her character concept came banging in my window the second she heard i wanted to add a lovel expy. she is supposed to be mors' expy. (lovelmors is a funny ship situation bc i wanted to make lovel and shell at first, then mors' concept broke in my room and demanded me to create him. every ben expy is legally required to have their own morden expy or something, so that's how mors' overall character came off pretty different than the other morden expies. this also passed onto angeldust-morticia dynamics.)
2025 June
30-06-2025
The siren: M-
Ben: *immediately jumps into the water*
27-06-2025
I keep getting Dance Dance Revoluation videos on my Youtube feed... So while my brain is filled with ValCiel, I'm gonna think about Valerius bringing Cielo to arcade dates... I do think Valerius would put her on difficult levels to mess with her as she watches Cielo try to clear the stage.
Valerius has been fucking around for many many vampire years, so I think she has messed around with arcade games + built some skills. She has a preference for rhythm games (totally not a projection), while Cielo might have a preference for shooter or racing games.
2025 May
21-05-2025
Morden and Ben Adler roleswap I brainstormed in the Discord server!
"Silas", the Curse Thief
- actually remembers their entire situation pre-escape. is left with the decision to either let his crush start a new life without him or actually pursue their relationship. so he chooses to row morden to redwake and leave him there
- same story as morden idk, except with more avoidant gay yearning. also more self-destructive/reckless
- visits dawn island to pay respects to tucker, aka. morden's friend. before sailor's lodge story, he just rants about wanting to stop thinking about that emo. afterwards, he starts updating tucker on morden's status to tell him he's doing pretty alright
- would try to pursue morden way less than ben did in og storyline, though ig his current role like gayer morden
- oh and he'd pull up to morden like warren did in that one time and reveal he's actually called ben. morden just goes "oh cool 👍"
Morden, the Strongest Will of All Legacies (or whatever title they give the AO player)
- shadow magic, conjurer build (havent thought about what he'd end up using after retiring from his dagger)
- merciful storyline options
- despite his merciful storyline options, his dialogue/interactions in the story makes him come across as a bit of an asshole
- recruits edward/enizor to his crew bc he helped them out and he goes "oh yeah sure you guys can join my crew"
- is kinda awkward around his crew
- he still feels a vague emotional connection from ben telling him he was his old friend. only figured out the potential romantic undertones in their relationship by picking up the journal ben dropped (ben almost #### himself after finding out morden reads it)
18-05-2025
Arranging all Performer Duelists by their color palette!
16-05-2025
thinking about their preferences in food flavor profile
Sanguine: If it's nice and warm and savory and at least somewhat salty, he's good. Can handle spicier/sourer food. Not actively eating lots of sweet but he can handle eating something really sweet (like idk Nutella) every now and then.
Melan: He has a pretty sweet tooth, and has a habit of eating a lot of sweets. And he's also the type to eat a lot of salty food and stuff. Way less spice tolerance than Sanguine, but he can still enjoy spicy food. And for sour food... he can have them every now and then as a treat ^_^
10-05-2025
rearranging the death squad's pfps so they make a pleasing color palette
2025 April
19-04-2025
JoJo's Bizzare Adventure related stuff I talked about with friends on Discord (hi axo and lia), revolving around Ghost Chase cast!
- if JJBA exists in APCverse, Adler would vibe with Battle Tendency, Stone Ocean, and Steel Ball Run the most
- heaven's door feels like a stand i'd assign to neb
- my intuitive answer when i thought of star platinum is giving it to silver. he has the aura for it
- im giving my babygirl lumina stone free
12-04-2025
i barely kill characters off the story. and even then, i mostly use death to represent a character going through a big, irreversible change. characters can come back from death, yeah, but they're a changed person.
sometimes i get insecure being reminded of those "don't kill off your characters off for no good reason!!! it cheapens death!!!" writing advice. i see the point in that advice but like, death is kind of my shorthand for "this character goes through a heavy change" lol. my approach to death might change with my future works but yeah
oh and one reason i like messing around with life and death is that... the "coming back from death" plot device can also mirror a character dealing with the aftereffects from their trauma too...
08-04-2025
back at it again with sorting my ocs into groups. this time, i'm using the Performer Duelists, grouped by their face expressions in their icon images (by the time of making this microblog post, in case i change images in the future)
this is 50% grouping the face expressions and 50% sorting the character by vibes
the :D / >:D!!! they have something to actually smile about
they're plotting something aren't they...
fuck are you guys smiling at
the resting bitch face squad
what are you guys so pressed for. damn
the pou expression
2025 March
29-03-2025
on the topic of colors... yesterday, i grouped some Performer Duelists together based on their image colors just to see how'd their dynamics look like. it was a fun character exercise, to put characters haphazardly together and see if there's anything similar between them
the blue duo... cobalt crumbles the fuck to the pressure/energy from aes. does not match her level of energy/ambition. aes will likely be able to clock that he has very little passion for duelling. bad as teammates. though i guess cobalt has the ambition/dedication for his own goals, and maybe aes can sympathize??? cobalt became a duelist to search for ayren, and is willing to force himself to go against his nature/passion in the pursuit for him. aes can respect the dedication, even if his path is... one way to self-destruction.
the wlw and mlm purple duo. probably wouldn't get along like aes-cobalt too. lovel's too unserious, while luna's pretty serious. terrible teammate combination. but now that i think about it, putting them together is like putting luna and rayne together, except lovel isn't as skilled with duelling as rayne, so he gets extra shit points from luna. though i guess both are pretty self-reliant so there's that. they also serve cunt so that's a point higher than cobalt-aes
...I'd say they manage, if they were to be put together in a team. rai and serpent can lead, mors and jack can still do their jobs. the problem members are most likely mors and serpent, who are likely to skew with jack's morale levels. both of them can probably make her anxiety worse in two different ways. but there's rai, so he can probably tell mors to cut the teasing/sass, while... serpent's probably functional enough around these guys, tbh. eerily manipulative.
they're funny together, if anything. they have the vibes of someone who could team up for a stealth mission or an assassination. jack supplies the weapons, rai/serpent/mors can help with strategy part
oh god. the hydrogen bomb team. terrible team combination who probably runs on haphazardly made plans (but they're a funny combination to me). will probably cause at least once incident if they're together. like idk blowing up a place. rayne is the shit stirrer. vadios can become a shit stirrer under the right conditions (being put with rayne and having no taden around). shell has explosive personality. arine is normally alright but she will match the energy of the group, so she isn't helping with calming the group's eccentric personalities.
they've probably been kicked out of a place once for causing disruption. it's mainly rayne/shell arguing with vadios and arine adding to the fire. duelling wise, arine can adapt to these three's aggressive fighting style, so they can make a pretty scary team to fight with. or she can be the sole person who's all cutesy and appealing to others, while the rest are out for blood. it makes a funny image. trust me. imagine arine looking all cute and holding a big ass weapon then there's shell/vadios/rayne looking like they're ready to kill someone
now that i think about it, the group has a funny height difference too. vadios/rayne being the two tallest members at 6'2, then there's a stark height gap between them and shell (5'3) and arine (5'0)
29-03-2025
grouping (most of) my characters with hair colors... I'm not linking to everyone's page, but here's the link to full character list + pfps, in case you like their designs and want to know more :3
- black hair category: too diverse to be boiled down into personality streotypes
- white-grey hair category: same case as black hair
- orange-ish/brown hair category: it's either the meanest person or the nicest person you'll meet.
- yellow/blonde hair category: maniacs. everyone there (maybe except for arine) are freaks of some flavor
- green hair category: they're either the brains or the intellectual of the group, or a criminal in hiding.
- blue hair category: everyone here are experiencing some form of mental turmoil. is likely not doing well. the tormented.
- purple hair category: usually characters who are generally disliked, or somewhat bitchy to the outsiders.
- red hair category: assume there's some sort of crazy ass stuff boiling inside them. 50% they hide it well enough (and terrify the shit out of people if they explode), 50% they come across as a maniac
- pink hair category: the sopping wet meow meow tier to me, who may or may not be a little evil as a treat
24-03-2025
made this image for Sanguine + Melan as a "get to know their character+story+setting in one image!" (inspired by those "get to know [person] in one minute" videos)
"why would you do that" so i can just send this image whenever i need to quickly introduce these two to someone. might make more of these bc they're kinda fun to do while this art block lasts
23-03-2025
you guys ever find it easier to infodump the fuck about your characters somewhere that isn't your usual notes app or with someone?
yeah that's what made me made all these pics. shoutout to canva for helping me go ham about my oc infodump graphics
also these are inspired by those ship charts you can fill, except I only select parts I wanna talk about
NSFW text with sex life details
20-03-2025
just had a cute idea of apcverse gods drinking and celebrating with fresh fruit juices rather than beer/alcoholic drinks...
these guys can handle crazy levels of intoxication and won't likely die from it, but god nothing beats the freshly squeezed fruit juice
17-03-2025
procrastinated evening routine by making these bc i was trying to sort these guys' speaking vibes
bnt2: it's all either tsunderes or guys who actually hate you
15-03-2025
(watches bnt1 worldbuild afterlife/cycle of life and death for our OCs)
omfg bnt1 your ocs ain't ever escaping samsara 😭😭😭
12-03-2025
oh my god i've been brainrotting about AU stuff privately with bnt2 recently... making many variants of the same ship save me
10-03-2025
bnt2: (rereading a fic) y'know, what if Lovel kisses MORS with a mask on more often than kissing him directly on the lips. it can also say a thing or two about Lovel having emotional walls for everyone and finds more comfort in i-
bnt1: (pained) WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS 😢😢😢
10-03-2025
This one's a particularly ??? matchup. This is basically Team Tempest (with seven members) being assigned to members of Team Abyssal+Team Nimbus(- Jack because she technically doesn't duel, and it'll 7 people total)... Whether they'd be beefing or making out with each other (like LovelMORS), it's up to future me's whims.
- Vadios = SERPENT
- Taden = ALEPH
- Rai = Aes
- Sol = Luna
- Cobalt = SHELL
- Arine = Rayne
- Lovel = MORS (...kind of a given)
10-03-2025
Since Team Abyssal and Team Nimbus both have four members, I can assign everyone to be each other's... rivals? Opponents? Allies? You decide.
- MORS = Aes. Selfish ambition person VS Selfish ambition person GOOOOO
- SERPENT = ...You know. It'd be funny if it's Jack.
- ALEPH = Rayne. it has to be her!!!
- SHELL = Luna. I need to see these two cuss at each other.
10-03-2025
Assigning Team Abyssal's members with four horsemen of apocalypse!!!
- War = SHELL
- Conquest = ALEPH
- Famine = SERPENT
- Death = MORS, duh.
SERPENT and SHELL were the trickiest ones to assign...
10-03-2025
Assigning Team Tempest's members with Ghost Chase's cast! Both of them got seven people, so might as well... try assigning characters from different groups with each other. Purely based on vibes.
(the ones I noted as "easy" have the same expy source, therefore I have a much easier time assigning them to each other lol)
- Vadios = Silver. easy
- Taden = Lumina. easy
- Rai = Zero
- Sol = Rill
- Cobalt = Mordred
- Arine = Neb
- Lovel = Adler. easy
10-03-2025
Assigning Team Tempest's members with seven deadly sins!
Vadios's and Lovel's are the first ones I assigned, then I tried fitting in the rest like a puzzle.
- Wrath = Vadios
- Lust = Lovel
- Sloth = Cobalt
- Gluttony = Sol
- Greed = Rai
- Pride = Taden
- Envy = Arine
10-03-2025
Assigning Ghost Chase's cast with seven deadly sins!
Mordred's and Rill's are the first ones I assigned, then I tried fitting in the rest like a puzzle.
- Wrath = Mordred
- Lust = Rill
- Sloth = Zero
- Gluttony = Adler
- Greed = Lumina
- Pride = Silver
- Envy = Neb
08-03-2025
bnt2: remember when you assign devil tarot card to taden?
bnt1: oh yeahhh lemme look up old discord messages to see if i've assigned other characters with something
*looks up old messages*
bnt1: wait i gave taden magician card. i was joking around when i assigned her devil card???
bnt2: wuh??? can you keep devil card for her pleaseee. the public doesn't know about her other side yet so it's extra ominous seeing someone like her with that card
bnt1: wait the devil card works better with lovel
bnt2: oh shit you're right. what if you give taden that too
bnt1: the devil siblings...
bnt2: the devil siblings... vadios and mors are getting very ominous signs in their future arcs
08-03-2025
If given the chance, would these guys like to meet their younger selves?
- Lumina: Yeah, sure! She's curious to see how her younger self would react to her current self! She certainly has grown and changed a lot since then...
- Mordred: No. Absolutely not.
- Adler: ...As much as he's inclined to say no due to a lot of things, he couldn't help but to feel curious about how his younger self's doing. What would be his reaction to his present self?
- Silver: He just... sees no reason to do that. To his younger self, he's basically a stranger. And it's not like he can change anything, anyways. What would he even say to him?
- Zero: As much as he's inclined to say no, he thinks his younger self could use some insight he gets when he becomes older...
- Rill: Nah~
- Neb: No. They're alright as is.
06-03-2025
At one stage of their relationship, Hal could be all flustered around Xenon—who looks at them with a loving gaze... Sighs dreamily.
05-03-2025
just found old messages of us headcanoning how would the death squad would cuss/insult someone in thai lol 😭😭😭
warning for rougher cuss words in thai. the english translation might make it seem much softer
- Xenon / เซน่อน - ไม่นิยมด่าคน ไม่ใช้คำหยาบ ด่าสุดก็จะด่าแบบอ้อมโลก เชือดนิ่มๆ (they don't really cuss or insult someone. the most they'd do is indirect insults that gently cut through you.)
- Canopus / คาโนปัส - ด่าแบบเชือดไปเลย นิ่มน้อยกว่าเซน่อนแต่ก็เชือด น่าจะชอบพูดหยาบแบบ “เป็นเหี้ยอะไร” (they're out for blood. they aren't as soft as xenon and they'll stab you. they're the type to cuss like "what the fuck is wrong with you?")
- Deswyn / เดสวิน - “ควยไรไอสัส” ("what the fuck do you want from me, asshole?")
- Damion / ดาเมียน - “เหี้ยอะไรของมึง อีห่า ทะลึ่งตึงตัง หน้าหี” ("what the fuck is wrong with you? you fucker. pervert. fuckface.")
- Sai / ไซ - “ไอ้บ้า!!!” แรงสุดก็แค่นี้... (the worst he'd do is "you dumbass!!!"...)
- Mordred / มอร์เดร็ด - “แม่เย็ด ช้างเย็ด ไอ้เหี้ย ควยไร” (many variants of insulting someone. it's like he's saying "shit fuck cunt motherfucker asshole dickhead", then a "fuck you want from me")
- MORS / มอร์ส - “ไอ้หน้าหี อีเหี้ย อีสัส ตอแหล" (loosely as crude as him saying stuff like "you fucker. you fucking asshole. you motherfucker. fucking liar.")
05-03-2025
mordred: *opens a handwritten love letter from adler*
💌: do you fw me
mordred: 🧍♂️
inspired by this tweet
05-03-2025
wait omg i've talked about Ghost Chase's cast karaoke session too.. no rill and zero bc they've already been mentioned in this post
- neb - guy who has never been to a karaoke. doesn't enjoy doing it. their singing is like someone with zero passion/interest in singing. if the upbeat/romantic/etc kinda song comes up, they'll just snack while watching the other embarrass themselves doing it
- lumina - she tries!! she's doing her best singing!!! everyone's rooting for her!!! silver finds it cute while rill gasses her up
- silver - a little better than lumina since he's dragged out for karaoke sessions after his job sometimes. however he doesn't have any singing training just like her. lumina is the one cheering for him while he's singing (she will need some push to sing duet songs with him)
- adler - technical singing scores may be... debatable. however the passion is there and that's what karaoke is all about babeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (the type to sing so bad on purpose that it loops back to being comedic)
- mordred - nope he's not a fan of singing in karaoke settings. however he can try if pressured hard enough... struggles a lot. mostly sings if adler is singing with him too.
05-03-2025
*thinks of their backstory*
mordben being sys4sys is very possible... they're already t4t so might as well add sys4sys in the dynamics.
(this can apply to their expies too! like mordler is canonically t4t in their text, and adler's definitely a system. however the possibility of mordred being a system isn't zero)
it really is cute imagining your oc ships being sys4sys tbh.. it's like interacting with different identities and just. understanding each other on a pretty intimate level, y'know.
05-03-2025
thinking about ALEPH and SERPENT...
i like putting them together bc first they're like. opposites. homotron9000 in two different directions. putting them together would make a het pair but it just feels extra gay. you know. gay^2 type situation.
second is serpent being willing to dirty his hands for aleph, while aleph being willing to do heavy work for serpent. so what does this mean? serpent is the one who's more likely to get himself involved with behind-the-scenes duelist stuff, and he's willing to do dirty work in those parts to benefit aleph. meanwhile aleph helps him cover his tracks. something something serpent murders while aleph hides the body. that kinda dynamic
third is. i imagine aleph to be the emotionally constipated type, while serpent is emotionally detached and stuff. since they've been friends with each other for a pretty long time, they also have this understanding where they can see through the other. and even if their emotions are buried too deep to be seen, they have faith and trust in each other to not leave them.
during serpent's disappearance (before his return to duelist scene), serpent was involved in a certain research project to bring something for aleph, while aleph takes care of the team (mainly shell) in his stead.
"wait so why is serpent doing all that for aleph. why" shared goals and dreams + aleph had a history of being involved in... crazy stuff where she got her hands dirty. so serpent—who has similar ambitions as aleph (or arguably greater than her)—entrusts her with less risky stuff he's up to, while he takes on her role, dirtying his own hands in the process.
this dynamic may or may not reverse in the future >_o
(if you assign madoka and homura to those two... aleph's the madoka. serpent's the homura.)
04-03-2025
rill is usually the one outdoing the group karaoke sessions, given the nature of his work
on the other hand, zero does get some bonus/perks in his singing skills (from travelling around with rill for so long that his current singing skills are pretty much carried by hanging around in his presence)
04-03-2025
yeah this is still about Ghost Chase's cast. im just digging through my old chats with bnt2 to bring interesting tidbits to share here
"how much does the character exercise?"
- neb - prolly not that much tbh 🤔 doesn't do sprite hunting as hobby
- rill - he gotta stay in shape in some form doesn't he. plus he's a performer i think he def exercises
- zero - rill drags him to exercising too so he gets the rill bonus. less motivation to exercise like rill but yay he is physically alright!
- silver - his job is running around and throwing hands with the sprite. he has to exercise and stay fit. he can outrun a cop
- lumina - i'd argue that she may not exercise as much as some other characters? however she gets passive effect of having to travel around a lot + cleaning is a physically intensive work
- mordred/adler - ngl... i see them being dragged to pe classes a lot in school but didnt really exercise much otherwise initially. they recently picked up parkouring as a hobby + they also do sprite hunting as side gig so they have more motivation to exercise
"do you think they'd exercise together" yeah :] i see rill being the one inviting everyone to go for a run or smtg together
this prompt came to us bc we were trying to exercise more lol
04-03-2025
if Ghost Chase's cast were to make a discord server of sorts, i see adler being the one making the server! so yeah he's the server admin who would abuse the perms (muting people if they annoy him too much etc etc), however the rules are pretty lax since he just treats it like a friend group server :]
- a lot of time zero lurks in the server, he might join in to reply to serious chats and stuff but otherwise he doesn't really join in casual chats. most of his messages outside serious chats is rill pinging him in the server and him going "FUCK OFF"
- rill's first priority is to supply the server with shitposts and stuff he finds. second priority is annoying zero (it's their way of flirting dw)
- adler is also the resident (shit)post sender. beats your corpse if you make a typo. inside joke inciter. type to screenshot out of context messages and send it to dedicated hall of shame channel (it's usually rill or zero). he also makes emojis of the members' funny images (with their consent) (yes this means he can hit you with :zerostare: in the chat)
- mordred is only there to ask questions/react to serious topics. occasionally seen reacting to adler's messages. will ghost you if people go "@mordred what do you think" in casual contexts (and he'll just tell adler to relay his answer if he deems it worthy of his attention)
- neb is.. idk casual chatter. not too active but is seen talking here and there. usually lurks but comes out of lurking to call someone a dumbass (usually adler/rill). usually seen ranting about stuff in the server too. resident hater
- lumina is pretty active in the server! joins the casual conversations and gets the ball rolling in serious chats. can become part time "resident server shitposter" along with rill and adler too
- silver is also pretty casual and lax about being active in the server. sends images/updates of stuff he's up to in his daily life. he's the type to go "good morning chat (happy emoji)" each morning (most of the server members usually tell him good morning back, even the lurkers. lumina is usually the first one to return his greeting + always replies each time he greets the server)
04-03-2025
just recolored zero's outfit so his outer jacket is black instead. i think it fits him better
