
it was never truly yours.
living with no hope is impossible. it’s a deep mental game.
安心して死ねる
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living with no hope is impossible. it’s a deep mental game.

4:41am. mary jane I lit never touched my lips. I think I’m genuinely done...

a note on an important life lesson that changed my life entirely.

in the end, you shall stand tall at the top of the hill, with no one in sight, celebrating life with a lovely fat cigar...(& a thick foreign hoe)

11:37pm.

you just gotta stay in the game long enough.

I never intended to clear off all pretty girls, break off addictions to vices, & quit having endless fun in the name of the mission...

gone back to trenches just to feel anything again...

they say excellence is the capacity to take pain.

this is the pursuit of “unhappiness”

the longer i live, the harder this life gets...

i vividly remember the exact night i nearly gave up.

i barely see humans anymore, all that’s left is disgusting lab rats...