it’s hard to choose a life, when you’ve just realised that you was barely existing.
but if I had to pick, it’d be without any regrets...
life will always fall to the level of standards we are on.
so, if the standards are too low, you may end up with a whorey wife who cheats, and a job that lets you suck dicks for a 2% payrise (you’ll stay cuz it pays the bills , and it’s already been hard to afford new fancy “toys” for ur girl to stop her dumping you again. last time was a real close call. thank god she is still w you and only goes on 2 sleepovers / week to her male friend’s crib. i’m sure you’ll marry her one day)
what else will you regret tomorrow?
in a month?
a year?
I’m sat on the balcony, wearing italian merino wool and a swiss watch , crosslegged with a dipplo quadruple espresso resting on my knee. taurine + raw honey infused, per usual.
half of h. upmann half corona still on the ashtray from yesterday. feeling better. all dat straight smoke puts all my other vices to shame. (nice long cigar + strong coffee = protein)
until now, I have only been savouring the simple pleasures of life. but there’s a beautiful view ahead of me. horizon is closing in on me. and one thing caught my eye...
a muay thai gym. packed with mfs sparring to death.
i’m infatuated. as a semi pro boxer it is quintessential to master all martial arts. the tai lung of all fighting essence.
under some spell, I grabbed my macbook, and start applying right away. i didn’t want the initial dopamine hit to taste bitter afterwards.
6am 2moro. my first muay thai session. next you’ll hear from me is high rise thai temple throwing combos at monks. mark my words.
joking aside, I’m gassed for it. and once I get the basics down, i’ll NEVER go back.
but this sparks a question...
when was the last time you tried something “new”?
a taste of some “new” flavour?
a “new” hobby that could potentially flourish into something?
a “new” tobacco stick with unique taste profile?
judging by the fact how you’re still the same person you was a few years back...
it’s been a while, huh?
you’re really gonna regret it if you leave some uncovered potential behind.
i would never have had hopped on nootropics if i still held a belief of “don’t take dodgy pills”
same goes for cigarettes. i used to be heavily vape addicted, granted i was young and retarded. but the doors ciggies open up to you in social situations is mad.
plus. taste like a delight.
what i am trying to say is...
don’t hold back.
you’ve got one free will. try shit out that seems crazy at first, but will bloom into greatness.
learn neuromarketing, human psychology, shooting guns, anything.
everything there is to know, you take it in.
a life full of regrets is a life where you die unsatisfied.
and in this limited time given to me.
i’d rather play the game of life with very very high standards that might not always work out.
things don’t always work out either way.
it’s the beauty of it.
than to play it massively unsatisfied.
can’t live in a reality where odds are stacked against me.
i’m a huge believer that i decide how my life flows.
inspires me to reach a little higher.
you know?
but it’s what i do.
reach for the stars.
hit the moon.
i’ll leave it here...
speak to you soon.
stay schizo.
g2Ø.
p.s
there is only a handful ways to play the game of life…
i happen to understand the game like no other mf…
i don’t want you to regret not playing it right…
that’s why I’m giving you the opportunity to get on my level.
i’ll see you inside.
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