The Past is Gone But I Still Want It
When "doom and gloom" is simply reality, how else can I frame it?
The Epiphanist
Writing about motherhood through weekly essays that bridge the gaps between environment, community, and parenting in a world on fire.
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The Trap of Demanding Attention
On letting my daughter see what she wants to see.
We Have to Get Comfortable with Being a Burden
A few thoughts on the community structure I'd like to build, especially as a new parent.
Merging Past and Present Lives
It’s like the old adage: if a mother is mothering in a tiny, mauve apartment and no one is there to hear her, is she still singing?
The Pivot Nobody Saw Coming
Just kidding. The writing was on the wall. I'm changing, and so this newsletter is, too.
I Fell While Holding My Daughter
And all the chaos that's come afterward.
What I Saw on the Hospital Ceiling
Reflections on three months of motherhood
Navigating the Birth-Window Haze
Some last-minute thoughts and feelings about what this next chapter will be like.
The Dichotomies of Pregnancy
Just about 1,000 thoughts I've had swirling around the weird and wild experience of preparing for a life you can't quite conceptualize.
My Year in Fashion 2025
Taking stock of allllll my purchases this past year, and considering how to change things up in 2026.
My Ideal Outfit Formula to Replace Loungewear
For all those who want to look put together but feel cozy at the same time!
Why I Finally Said Yes to Motherhood
A few thoughts on purpose, autonomy, and "tired, happy bones."
How I'm Changing My Idea of Motherhood
Untangling my own preconceived notions of loneliness
4 Outfits for a Body in Flux
And my rankings on my very own creations.
The Baby Question, Answered
On creating life in more ways than one.
The "Peculiar People" Conundrum
Some spicy (?) takes on the end of the world, chosen people, and the concept of the enemy: "they."
What Am I Allowed to Call Myself?
Thoughts on labels after I had the audacity to say out loud, "I'm a baker."
How to Make an Outfit More Dynamic
And how interior design principles led me to these conclusions.
Against "Smoothing Things Over"
Parsing out some thoughts on why we tend to give disagreeable people so much power.
Seeking Out the Sun Spots
Facing my own negativity, embracing earnestness, and cringing through all of it.