
Hopium
Reflections on hope, not the feeling but the small, hard, addictive way of being.
Learning from loss how to be brave and have fun again.
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Reflections on hope, not the feeling but the small, hard, addictive way of being.

On being alone in my husband's absence or deserted by loneliness, and the difference between the two.

On 809 days of pleading with the universe and listening to what the science says, or can't say, in return.

On this journey into the unknown, I discover the difference between having support and using it.

Finding a little fighting spirit, even when it feels a bit awful.

I've been doing some big thinking about how to grow on this journey into the unknown.

On our journey into the unknown, we touch the Year One milestone.

On this journey into the unknown we surmount some peak firsts.

On my unwanted path, I'm feeling reflective about what Christmas really means and how it feels to be hopeful.

On my path into the unknown, I am following my heart.