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The Second Structure of Feeling

Still me, thinking about art and feelings.

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A little less friction

In which I discuss things I do to live life a little bit easier

In the meantime: money

In which I talk about modern day MLMs

A&L No. 2: I Want You to Be Happy & Marie Jacotey

In which being seen so clearly feels both like shame and freedom

In the meantime, Election (1999)

In which the real villain of the story was Mr. M all along

Arts & Letters No. 1

In which I'll be trying to do A Thing

False starts & new ones, too

In which I grovel back into the lives of my Substack readers

How should a person be?

In which I sort of unload; sorry in advance

25 things I saw in 2025 that made me want to make art

In which I shamelessly steal from Rama Duwaji

I wish I knew how to quit Instagram

In which I have a crisis about this stupid app

October Favourites

In which I reanimate a series I began and dropped pretty much immediately, i.e. in which I flog a dead horse.

I Only Want to Cook For Other People

In which everyone around me is well-fed, except for me. Plus recipes at the end of some things I always make for Mark.

In Defence of Painting

In which I realised things at Jenny Saville at the National Portrait Gallery

r/bald and Letting Go

In which I think about the things we hold close that sometimes hold us back

Sitings: Is Jumalon's 'A Garden in the Chest'

In which a puddle contains the universe

When The Bad Things In Your Head Are True

In which any mean thing someone's gonna think of to say about me, I've probably said to me, about me

Life after my miscarriage

In which, at the end, are five things that have distracted me from being unbearably sad

Crying about a sesame seed

In which I think about wanting things more when they're gone

25 years of In the Mood for Love

In which I talk about the four times I have seen it

Self-care is tiring

In which I struggle with the everyday

Hello again

In which I unsuccessfully try to not be weird about trying to get back into writing here again