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Language. Crystals. Systems. Recovery. How extraction works and what completion feels like. Analysis and art from someone who’s been inside both.
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I.

What is it like?

Hate needs an address. Faith needs a beating heart.

I asked the machine to write like me

The Invoice

Words, words, words.

The collection is closed. Nothing else is

The Costume

Draw a distinction and you make a self. The same cut runs under a hallucination, a presence in an empty room, and the file the state keeps on you.

Entity encounters are the self/other machinery caught in the act: the same cut that makes a you, run with its constraint loosened.

Using a mirage machine to indict the manufacture of mirages

On the difference between studying a thing and standing next to it.

On the certainty we demand of a life, the body that keeps getting overruled, and the one thing no system can take

The encoder holds the people who shaped us. When the gate stays open, they walk back into the room. On grief, jimsonweed, and the mechanism behind ghosts

Before we are words, we are bodies.

There’s no room for me.

When the symptoms of the disorder become the diagnosis of the disease — on the MAHA Report and American fertility decline

What we never knew to miss

How a laser, a wall, and pharmacology revealed the eye to its own sight

What a gemstone and a Rolex reveal about what we actually value