how exhausting
on caring too much, apologising too often, thinking too much, and trying not to give up on yourself anyway.
the chaotic human
a space for raw reflections, fleeting emotions, and the beautifully chaotic mess of being human
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how embarrassing
on vulnerability, overthinking, and the embarrassment of feeling at home somewhere you weren't invited to stay
i want to be everything
A love letter to all the lives I haven't lived yet
A Town for Rainy Days
a fairytale
Having a good heart has done nothing but make me look stupid.
I think I just want to rant, so bear with me.
Maybe You're Not Hard to Love. Maybe They're Just Lazy Lovers.
I think one of the cruelest lies we tell ourselves is that we're hard to love.
the obituary
a short story
I keep ruining things by trying to make them perfect
on perfectionism, paralysis, and the drafts I'll never send
put on "fourth of july" first
written for whenever you need it
april's fool
a reflection on birthdays, disappointment, and learning to want something again
the version of me this year is still undecided
Every new year arrives with the same soft threat.