
If you love me for my body, I swear that will make me happy.
It’s 7:49pm and I feel it. A pang of hunger ripples through my belly, questioning the portions I served myself for dinner.
Personal essays, confessionals and thoughts from someone trying to dislodge the shame sandwich she accidentally deep-throated 17 years ago. Certified USDA sweary.
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It’s 7:49pm and I feel it. A pang of hunger ripples through my belly, questioning the portions I served myself for dinner.

Honest thoughts from a tangled mind.

And it hurts.

I didn’t intend to be a cave woman. And I certainly didn’t intend to become good at it. Artistry and cave woman should never be seen dancing together, at least in the context that they are.

I am feeling so fucking stuck right now. Right here with my feet firmly cementified in shit I didn’t even defecate. Stuck, stuck, stuck.

I do this thing where I start writing and then North Korea all over myself. Censorship. I’m talking about censoring the fuck out of myself.

The Lite Shame Sandwich ::: No. 30

And no, I don't want to live in a perfect world.

If you're my employer, you're legally not allowed to read this.

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