signalundefied

everything

everything is stained the same color...

let them fail

let them fail without you being there to always have an answer, to always get work done on time, to always being able to solve the “harder” problems, to always be the one that can find the right person to get answers from. no more. the rest of the team needs to know how to step up and figure things out for themselves. will i get fired? maybe, maybe not. but clearly being a useless dead weight on…

going for a walk

we might all die in a nuclear war this week so… i’m just gonna go for a walk

failures of pen and paper

the internet is full of success stories, here's all my failures (so far) in an attempt to move my life to a more analog state: go back to analog watch, no activity tracking or even step tracking reason for failure: i stopped moving as much. current status: i resumed wearing my apple watch for my health. read on physical media only reason for failure: i love my fucking audiobooks. current status:…

is every day is april fools

every day is starting to feel like april fools. is this article real? is this music real? is this news real? i really can’t tell anymore.

00007_immanuel presbyterian church

c-c-c-combo breaker

frequently i ponder about how our ancestors lived their lives, how they dealt with difficult times and moved forward into the future.

is it meaningless to apologize?

never

i don’t want to … anymore

i don’t want to see people losing their families and freedom simplify because they look a particular way i don’t want to sit in ever growing traffic because some b/millionaires want asses in seats to justify their real estate portfolios are worth more than dirt i don’t want to continue losing nature to fire, flooding, privatization, and whatever else i don’t want to be told that using a shitty…

00006_crowley lake, ca

tech buying flow chart

this is now my flow chart for buying new tech. no more getting that new thing, no more wanting that one new small feature. follow the chart! is the thingy broken? | yes --> buy new thingy | no >> are there features you really really need? as in it'll change your life??? | no --> keep using your current thingy | yes >> are you sure? | no --> keep using your current thingy | yes --> wait 2 weeks…

things in 2026...

continuing into 2026... writing for the sake of writing and tangentially, blogging post-it wall of new things, positive moments, negative moments thick desires putting my money where my mouth is emotion control selling more used things on craigslist, offerup, etc starting in 2026... driving less avoid using LLMs for solving "easy" problems i didnt want to solve because i was lazy avoid holding on…