Hello! I don’t have a particularly large internet foot print so posting this blog page is an uncomfortable step for me personally. I like this website th...
My friend suffered a terrible loss in their family. There is no easy way to help. It's like watching a accident occur from your car window as you pass buy. You want to get out and help but, what exactly would you do to help? What role do you play? Would you just get in the way or possibly make it all worse. I've had these thoughts over and over again. Of course, that is overthinking, in the end my…
I am someone with high anxiety. It was never a true issue for most of my life. Highschool was sometimes rough but never more than most peoples experiences. In fact, many saw me as a relatively calm person, able to act in times were others were stressed and nervous. It wasn't until college that whatever veneer I had fell away. Like many college freshman, stress ate at me. Some of it self caused.…
I’m not sure when my fascination with UFOs came about. It was probably somewhere between my brother reading scary ghost stories to me and the history channel showing project blue book documentaries. The supernatural has been a part of my life on the daily ever since. From some of the books I read, to the podcast I listen to, and even my first tattoo that featured a spot lighted UFO off in the…
My dream was about her. I was alone, she was ahead. I wanted more than anything to see her smile. That brought comfort. It brought me color. Her color. I think that is love. Where, when she is gone you notice a shift in your life and in your mood. Like the filter came back over your eyes and world was now gray. I would look for her when I die. As with any new journey, I wish her to be at my side.