My husband was sneaking around doing meth, even though we did dabble in other drugs like crack and other substances, but that was the one that I always was so against I did not want him to do it and he continued to, but he thought I didn’t know anyways the reason I didn’t like it was because it would make my body feel really weak, I couldn’t stop being drenched in sweat and felt like I was dying,…
Hi, I've been 5 yrs sober now and I;ve just been dealing with a lot mentally recently. I don't want to tell anyone about this, so I'm turning to online. What do I do? I'm trying to do all healthy thigns like excersing, mediating, eating clean but the craving just keeps building. I'm contemplating taking up smoking again because its better than pills.I don't know what to do. I'm so lost, I feel…
I am losing my identity over my use.. The more I use the worse I feel. At this point I don't even know why? At first it was an escape & to numb the pain. But now idk. Do I have to hit rock bottom or is there a way to pull myself back from the abyss? submitted by /u/Copa0880 [link] [comments]
My husband and I are both meth addicts, going on 3 years sober. I used for two and half years before this and he used for 7 years. He got out of prison and did great for the first time in his life for almost a year. We've built so much and have done so great. For the past 3 or 4 weeks he's been using on and off again. We all know there's no stopping now and I told him he needs help like treatment…
So i went to rehab after a long relapse and then had over 40 days. Ended up going on a bender and have 3 days now. Starting iop that requires drug test next week. Someone told me I should look into sober living. Do you think thats the next move ? submitted by /u/BullfrogBig9391 [link] [comments]
So, based on some conversations I've had with other addicts I don't think I'm unique here, but I think it's kinda rare. I'm nearly 6 months clean from my DOC and 102 days clean from everything. I get these full on flashbacks to using. It's always from good times but ones that were really messed up in retrospect. They lead to cravings and wanting to give up on my program (I'm in NA and attend…
Hi everyone, just need to get this out because I can’t tell anybody. I almost hit 5 months but relapsed last night. Drugs were primarily my issue and I’m in outpatient so I do weekly drug tests as well as 2x a day breathalyzer tests. Last night after my nightly BA, I drank a fuck ton and went on a long ass walk by the river, drunk off my ass. I don’t remember much of it. I pretended to lose my…
It's after midnight where I live, which means I officially have 14 years clean from gambling. Blows my mind, because I remember exactly what the week before I got help looked like (house in foreclosure, maxed out credit cards, 3 payday loans, 3 401k loans, hated myself, couldn't sleep, couldn't think about anything much beyond how to afford my next bet, etc etc.) I wanted to post this so anyone…