i relapsed last night and got away with it… now what

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Hi everyone, just need to get this out because I can’t tell anybody. I almost hit 5 months but relapsed last night. Drugs were primarily my issue and I’m in outpatient so I do weekly drug tests as well as 2x a day breathalyzer tests. Last night after my nightly BA, I drank a fuck ton and went on a long ass walk by the river, drunk off my ass. I don’t remember much of it. I pretended to lose my…

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