I’m up early in the cool morning air of upstate NY. New Orleans was a daze, and I felt like I would get back here and be irritated with small town life. I thought maybe we would relocate permanently and sell our beautiful, iconic property upstate, but nothing could be further from the truth. Turns out, little old me (as opposed to big new me) couldn’t comprehend a need house plus a want house. My mind couldn’t wrap itself around having two full homes, just for the joy of having it. In New Orleans I was all in, upstate I was all in.
I’ve traveled the whole US multiple times, and to me, no part of the country is more beautiful than upstate. Historic homes, cool people, and waterfalls surround us. Walking in the door of a spotless house; thanks to our wonderful cleaning lady coming through in our absence, was a breath of fresh air. I set meat from the freezer to defrost in a bowl of hot water and immediately head to the garden to collect a weeks worth of produce. The watermelon is ready, the zucchini are formidable (but I still wont make zucchini bread, I haven’t given up yet), peach tomatoes have popped and the sun gold tomatoes are a deep vermilion, a state they never get to when we’re around to eat them.
I run my hands along the freshly painted wainscoting, saying hello to the home my daughter was born in. I light incense, touch base with my altar, and set my diffuser. I love home. I’ve also worked hard to make this home what it is, decor wise. I’m happy to keep improving.
This second home is the most tangible result from this round of sex magic, which truly is the best magic we’ve ever done. This 40 day practice of erotic wealth was the vision that came during last years round, the final of the ten week versions. In ten weeks you just can’t really go hard enough. It was very start and stop it felt like. This is a nice tight leash. No ejaculating for 40 days and nights. Do the physical ritual and pray every day. Do your homework. Take 30 minutes total a day to launch the entire family into their next wealth era. Simple, but challenging.
But it’s not just a second home, it’s a second life. These desires aren’t things they’re part and parcel of an upgraded being. The beliefs create your reality, but your being attracts your life. In New Orleans, I attract a new life.
I didn’t know that when we started, and all I wanted was to be out of the cold, that I wanted a life where I could be more shamelessly myself, and have that welcomed. To dress in my unique way (I’ve always called it tropical witch and I love it) . To talk MORE openly, less censored, and also to release guilt, become more amoral and more apolitical. I wanted to adventure with my kids, a lot, which I can’t do as a non driver. I wanted premium friendship choices for my kids, and to be around more homeschoolers. I wanted to stop cooking so much and to see and be seen. I wanted to deepen my studies in a particular lineage and feel free and excited. All of this was hidden under an anxiety I had in summer about how poorly I do in New York winters, and wanting a second home. All of that was underneath
I didn’t realize until we got to New Orleans that I’m famous, because I live in a small town where I’m occasionally recognized. In New Orleans, Magic AND I are recognized, and that’s pretty rad. Everyone spiritual says “be careful” in New Orleans, because there’s strong magic there HOMIE I AM STRONG MAGIC and I cannot tell you how good it feels to be surrounded by people who also take this path more seriously than anything else.
It’s taken me three years to get hungry enough to change, but I’m hoping now, with this as a 40 day practice, I’ll get hungry every single year and make leaps like this with my family every single year.
Offers and counter offers are on the table. This, or something more.
Our ritual begins 9/1 at 9EST. Will you be joining us?
What are you sick of?
What deeper desire will be revealed?
For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. - Romans 8:18
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