Heyas, welcome to my blog ╰(▔∀▔)╯ I'm Koni Lux (online, at least). I'm still pretty new t...
I don’t think any person is a stranger to opening up to a new task. I, for one, have been trying to get into the habit of writing. Storytelling, to be exact. But I always come up with a few reasons as to why I should put it on hold: I don’t have a clear idea yet, I still need to do more worldbuilding, I haven’t developed the characters enough; those sorts of stuff. Likewise, in a game of chess,…
It’s been getting harder and harder to get up from my bed for some reason. At the same time, it was getting harder and harder to do the things I usually do, and I usually end up sleeping by the time I get home from school. It’s strange for me since this usually only happens when I’m really stressed out about something. I would have these “panic attacks” (probably isn’t?) where I would breath…
I've seen memes about it since the beginning of the year: the '07 kids finally making their first steps to adulthood. Welp, I finally became one of them, and I don't really know what to make out of it. In the beginning I was quite scared. The long periods of daydreaming finally caught up to me, and I would have to start living in the real world, I thought. Less time to ponder, and more of it will…
One observation I had in today's society is the older generation's lack of awareness and carefree attitude when it comes to approaching mental health. Frankly, I think third world countries have cultures that shape this sort of mindset, especially when money is on the line to consult to a professional. Personally, I have seen this a lot in my family on several occasions. I'd say I have an…
As the final days of the school calendar came rushing in, the school bombarded us with more tasks and more exams which, as a result, demanded more of our time. We were basically expected to consistently use 100% of what we can during those days, and it was tough to manage. Eventually, those hectic schedules were dealt with, and now, we can all go home and rest. And as for me, my eyes gleamed with…
I got up one day, went on to my balcony to gaze on the green landscape of my area. Along with that, I let out my phone to play Mia and Sebastian’s theme from La La Land. The effect was a melancholic atmosphere as the wind blew, the birds flew, the clouds twirled, and the leaves whirled along the each note of the piano. As a result, it captured this unique type of sadness I have never encountered…
TL:DR - just a messy reflection to vent and ramble about stuff wwww Sorry for not uploading lately, just been rather busy, especially with how cramped it is in my schedule. I don't know if it's either the amount of projects from school or just my own attention span keeping me from doing more blogs. Probably both, but I digress. 2025 happened so sudden for me. It still feels like I'm in the middle…
You know, honestly, life is pretty tiring as you get older. Moving up an age is commonly met with more responsibilities, harder tasks, harder thoughts. The amount of paperwork in your mind stacks, and stacks, and stacks, until you just end up lifeless on your chair. Most importantly, people are beginning to come and go more often. And honestly, I’m tired. No doubt about it. I am still pretty early…
Not too long ago, I applied for a manual review for my blog, and thankfully it got accepted (tysm Herman!!!) and then, it was like my blog was just open for business just like that. Still, it took me quite a while to press that button. As someone whose social skills just deteriorated from severe isolation, just the thought of people made my spine tingle. This would mean meeting new people, and…
From the moment I wake up to the moment I lay to bed, my family’s furry felines are always beside me all the time, mostly because they just really enjoy my petting skills (I think). Having cats is sort of like a mix of a chore and a relaxing time. When there are times I’m worried or stressing about on certain things, the cats literally force me to stay in bed and just watch tv with them. I feel…