I need to tell you about the vest.
Before anything else happens in this story, you need to understand the vest. It was plain, unremarkable, the kind of thing you’d forget you owned, until the night before the 2022 World Cup final, when I sat on my dorm bed with a marker and turned it into a shrine. ARGENTINA across the front. 10, Messi’s number, across the back. And then, because apparently I was feeling bold, a little row of hand-drawn kisses along the hem. I remember staring at it and thinking, this is either the greatest idea I’ve ever had, or I am about to embarrass myself in front of my entire school.
Reader, it was both.
I was still new at school that year, the kid who’d just arrived, still finding his footing, still a little closed off. But there was one thing everybody already knew about me: I loved Messi. Not “liked.” Loved. The way you love someone who’s been quietly, stubbornly excellent for your entire conscious life and never once made a big deal about it. He didn’t trash-talk. He didn’t perform. He just won, over and over, for club after club, trophy after trophy, and the one thing that had always eluded him was the World Cup. And on that particular December night in 2022, against France, he had one more shot at it.
And let me be honest with you here, because this story doesn’t make sense without it: I don’t think there will ever be another one like him. People will spend the next fifty years arguing about the greatest of all time, comparing stats and highlight reels and trophy counts, but for those of us who watched him play, who grew up with him, the argument was already over. Messi didn’t just play football, he made it look like something closer to poetry, like the ball genuinely obeyed him out of love rather than physics. He did it quietly, without the theatrics, without ever needing the world to remind him how good he was. He let the football speak, and the football never once lied on his behalf. There will be brilliant players after him, players who break records and win everything there is to win, and I’ll respect every one of them. But there won’t be another Messi. That specific combination, that humility wrapped around that much genius, doesn’t repeat itself. Some people are just given to the world once. I’ve come to think of him less as a player and more as a gift, honestly, something we didn’t earn and don’t fully deserve, sent down just to remind us what joy looks like when it wears shin guards. That’s what he’s given us since 2007: not just goals, not just trophies, but years and years of pure, undiluted happiness, asking for nothing in return.
I folded the vest into my bag and went about my day like a man with a secret. But underneath the joking, underneath the marker and the kisses and the bravado, there was something quieter I couldn’t say out loud to anyone, not even my gang. I wanted, more than I think I had ever wanted anything, to see him lift that trophy tonight. Not just win, though of course I wanted that too. I wanted to see it. I wanted to watch this man who had given us fifteen years of magic without ever once asking for anything back finally hold the one thing that had always slipped past him. I kept thinking about it in the quiet moments between classes, this image of him with the cup in his hands, and something in my chest would tighten every time. It felt less like a wish and more like a prayer I didn’t have the right words for yet.
By the time evening classes let out, my friend group, my gang, as we called ourselves, because in our school nobody walked anywhere alone, had already claimed our usual spot: the back row of the main hall, in front of the big projector screen the school had recently upgraded, like the universe knew this night needed a decent picture quality. I pulled the vest out of my bag and put it on right there. The chanting started almost immediately. Messi, Messi, Messi. A few boos thrown in for comic effect, because that’s just what you do before a final, you heckle the tension out of your own body before the actual heartbreak has a chance to get there first.
Then the match started, and all bets were off.
When Messi scored the first goal, from the penalty spot, cool as anything, something took over my body that I can only describe as temporary insanity. I was up, I was at the front of the hall, I had my shirt pulled up and out so three hundred people could see the vest underneath, and I was screaming like the goal had personally saved my life. I wasn’t even alone up there, half my row had rushed forward with me, a small stampede of Argentina superstitions and teenage joy. When Ángel Di María doubled the lead not long after, it got worse. One of the older students, tall, popular, the kind of guy half the school had a crush on, scooped me straight up onto his shoulders and paraded me around the hall like we’d already won the whole tournament. I was laughing so hard I nearly cried. We felt, for one glorious minute, like we already had our hands on the trophy.
Then Mbappé happened.
Two goals in about ninety seconds, a penalty, then a strike that still, to this day, I refuse to watch replays of, and suddenly the whole hall flipped. People turned to me, delighted, merciless, the way only friends can be. “You’re going to cry tonight.” I told them to relax. I told myself to relax. Neither of us believed it.
Extra time arrived like a punishment. Messi won a penalty and buried it, and for about ninety seconds the room was pure chaos again, until France equalized again, Mbappé completing his hat trick, and I genuinely, sincerely, started negotiating with a God I don’t think I’d spoken to in months. Please. Not like this. Not after everything.
And then came the moment I will be telling my grandchildren about, badly, forever: Randal Kolo Muani, clean through on goal in the dying seconds of extra time, one on one, the kind of chance that wins World Cups. And Emiliano Martínez threw himself across his line and somehow, somehow, kept it out. I have never made a sound like the one I made in that hall. It wasn’t a cheer. It was relief with a scream attached to it. I looked up and, without thinking, said thank you, to Messi, to God, to whichever one of them was actually responsible, I genuinely didn’t care. I just knew, in that instant, that we were going to win this.
Penalties. Messi went first and scored. Then France’s Kolo Muani scored, Argentina’s Paulo Dybala scored, and the shootout swung back and forth until Martínez saved from Tchouaméni and, later, Coman, each time sending the hall into another wave of noise. And when Gonzalo Montiel stepped up to take the final kick and buried it, low into the corner, the entire hall detonated.
What happened after is mostly a blur of noise. We grabbed drums from somewhere, I still don’t know where drums live in a school building, but apparently they materialize exactly when you need them. We marched through the dining hall on the way to dinner, banging out rhythms with our hands when we ran out of actual instruments. That same friend who’d carried me on his shoulders earlier did it again, and this time it wasn’t just us, it was maybe five hundred people, all singing the same three words, all utterly unbothered by how ridiculous we looked. We climbed onto tables. We danced on furniture we were absolutely not supposed to dance on. Nobody stopped us, because I think even the staff understood: some nights you don’t discipline the joy, you just let it run.
I was seventeen and I cried a little, finally, somewhere in the middle of all that noise, and nobody noticed because everyone else was crying too.
It’s strange, looking back, I couldn’t tell you a single thing that happened at that school in the weeks before or after that night. But I remember every second of those two hours with a clarity I usually reserve for things that actually happened to me directly, not to a man I’ve never met, on a field four thousand miles away. That’s the thing about Messi, I think. He spent fifteen years quietly making the whole world feel like it had skin in his game. And on one December night in 2022, in a school hall on the other side of the planet from Lusail Stadium, a kid in a marker-drawn vest found out exactly what that felt like from the inside.
Worth every kiss I drew on that hem.
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