
Month 7 of my Year of Intentional Celibacy
I think I cursed myself last month.
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I think I cursed myself last month.

I’m editing an academic article for a client, and I come across this:

Whenever my friend A is asked how they were able to quit smoking, they say the first step was accepting that nothing else in the world would ever feel as good as smoking a cigarette, which always made me think of how people describe being on heroin as the greatest feeling in the world (it’s hard for me to imagine cigarettes feeling this good ngl).

In May, I successfully completed my 28th circle around the sun.

Wrong Answers Only

At what point is making art about your feelings just keeping you stuck in them?

As I lie awake at 2am, unable to sleep, I think about desire.

I’ve been suffering a streak of bad luck over the past few days.

The Angsty Prince in All of Us

In February, I started feeling like myself again.