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listening to car seat headrest is better than gooning

like legitimately. im not talking from moral point of view, i mean that it feels so much more satisfying. kinda weird thing to write about so im js gonna review the albums ive listened to i guess twin fantasy: 5/5 i mean its the most famous. its really good. ive listened to it probably 20 times at least. there are 2 versions. "twin fantasy (mirror to mirror)" is the first one from 2011, its way…

how i customized my mp3 player

im not adding pictures since its really late and reasons anyway. i have this little mp3 player which is maybe like 3x5cm or sum shit idk that i got for my birthday and habasically been using every day since. i love it so muchhhg, but i hadnt cutomized it untill yessterday except for putting a sticker on it so here are the things i did: i took a paperclip and made a kind of ring that i put in the…

pinterest gave me the will to live kinda

i live pretty badly ngl. i basically never go outside, barely take care of mysrlf, spend the majority of my day on my computer and the rest on my phone. i know its really shit but i dont really wanna do anything. but! the other day i got pinterest yesterday cuz literally every single one of my (cool) friends tell me its pretty awesome, and ngl i agree! theres so much inspiring stuff there. i…

im so eepy

i lowk dk what ima write about but it could be fun to blog at 3am. qualty level might be ass i really need to fix my sleep schedule and go to bed at 1am like a normal person. recently ive been foing to bed >3 and waking up at 1pmish which is fucked up ngl. i went home pretty early today (midnight) but i decided to crochet for 2 hours. protip: crocheting while being really tires isnt very nice.…

this is my new diary

a few months ago i used to keep a diary (on my kindle) wbere i would just dump all my thoughts about just a lot of thing before going to bed until i lost the file. anyway that was a really good experience imo and it helped me think through a lot of stuff and have clearer thoughts but i stopped writing anything cuz i lost motivation... but i starting this new blog has given me more motivation to do…

kinda a rant on getting misgendered

tldr: rant about how my friends kinda piss me off but is kinda my fault but i think they should be trying harder so for context im mtf trans but ive only come out as non-binary to my friends cuz im still not sure its been 5 months and i can count on 2 hands the amount of times ive heard people use they/them for me. i havent really corrected anyone because i dont really want to spend a bunch of…

feeling like an npc and having main character syndrome

i regularly catch myself thinking that the world revolves around me, like if someone doesnt reyply to my messages it means that they secretely hate me but i also feel like an npc (and i still havent proven to myself that his is stupid, which is quite depressing) because i feel like i have no original tgoughts and when i relate to something im just convincing myself that i relate to it but i havent…

first microblogg?

evol by sonic youth

i just listened to the album and... im kinda underwhelmed. ive only listened to goo before which is a really nice album imo. but yeah i guess i dont get it so ill relisten to it soon