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I accept it. Consistency and me, is same as oil and water. Recently realised (fine, not recently, its been a couple months i guess), that my brains starting to rot. I am not able to focus on one thing for more then 5 mins. Heck, I start to scroll even in the short time between me entering the prompt to chatGPT and it answering. If you think thats fine, you are on the wrong boat. So we have…
happy new year bearss! Okay fine, I accept. I suck at being consistent. (you will get the joke if you were my regular reader) but hey! I am here now. starting again. its not a failure if you don't give up right? Last couple days(weeks? months? >. Placement season was hell, and I got my offer at the last possible second. It was tension and uncertainty majority of 2025. I didn't wanna only depend on…
Damn its been 3 months. i promise to definitely work on my consistency T_T so, its been super fun getting mail replies from you guys to my blogs. i honestly love bearblog and the community so much. the discover page is really nice to find new cool people. and honestly, its just nice to see how differently each person customises their page design lol haha. recently, i came across a person who…
Ever feel torn between wanting to chill in your room, and not wanting to miss out on plans with friends? Or is it only me. Today I got a holiday from my work (Labour day and all), and I was so ready to chill. Like, relax and just watch Demon Slayer all day (awesome anime btw).\ Last night, I got a call from a friend, asking me to hangout with them, maybe go to a mall, have lunch somewhere.…
been waking up early these past couple days. Without an alarm, that is. (don’t ask me how, I’ve got no clue lol). I’ve started forcing myself not to open my phone for the first half hour after waking up. why? i just did not like the idea of me doom scrolling the first thing in the morning. At night, i usually spend around an hour or so on social media, replying to people and friends on instagram.…
Its my birthday today!! I know i haven't been writing at all, these past few weeks. In my defence, being consistent is SO hard. And on top of that, i had no idea what to write. and i feel, not having a clear direction to work, breeds procrastination. Clearly define what you want to do, and thats already 50% of the work done. And this i mean, not like your general todo tasks. write an article on…
seeing a blank page in front of me still gives me jitters, but trying my best to keep writing. Let's talk about discipline. after finishing our college final semester exams, my friends in the hostel decided to try alcohol (we were all around 21, so..no issues lol). I didn't like the idea. But obviously no one wants to be the party pooper, i chose not to say anything. When the bottles were opened,…
hello people! this is my first attempt at writing a blog—well, second if you count the homepage. i've been an avid reader for most of my life. But lately, i have noticed that this habit has extended beyond just fiction books. I find myself reading more articles and blogs instead of watching videos on YouTube nowadays. I don’t know… something about reading just feels more personal, a connection…