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Brand New Day, Same Old Heartache

Minor spoilers ahead. A trip to the cinema for Spider-Man: Brand New Day turns into something closer to therapy, one overwhelming villain montage and one gutting MJ line at a time.

Re:Life, No Reset Required

Six months into a stalled adulthood, and I keep waiting for an isekai-style revelation to sweep me into a better life until I realize that the only reset button I have is my own hands.

Moving Forward And Life Changing Calls

I don't really know what to make of this. All I know is that my friends called me, not at the right time, but at the right moment, for me to finally conclude my messy thoughts.

Hello? Is There A Human Behind The Counter?

A friend's account was erased by an automated moderation system, and every attempt to challenge the decision was just met with more frustrations by another machine.

Walden Two: A Life That Wouldn't Satisfy Everybody

My first ever book review. A reading of Walden Two that started as scepticism until I ended up implicating myself on utopia, conditioning, family, and whether any perfect society could ever satisfy everybody.

My Last Love Letter

I do not wish for her to come back. I only wish she could read this, so that she may know the truth I carried long after we were over.

Walking Through The Door Of Self-Consciousness

In case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night.

They Watch My Story, But Not My Words

If you're reading this, then that's proof that you are not who I'm talking about.

People Come And Go, And That's Okay

Transient relationships are a normal part of our lives, whether or not we notice it enough to be hurt.

It Was Not Snowing Outside

Oh dreaded winter, so cold like the heart that gave up on me.

The Selfishness In Obsession

This is my take on the new movie, Obsession, and its my very first take on anything.

The One I Once Loved

Closure is just as delusive as it is the false hope that we can deaden our living grief.

Woe To The Hypocrite I Call Myself

I should really stop promoting my stuff online. It's not my goal to be an influencer.

So, Do I Think? Therefore, Am I?

I watched a video about the death of critical thinking, then spent the next paragraph proving I might still have some left.

Sure, ban the kids instead the hypocrisy

SPOILER: Its the same people benefiting from a system that doesn't enforce its own laws.

README.md

Welcome to my website! read my blog or explore the homepage. take you're time and rest for a while.

The Homelab That Made It Out Of The House

I am tired of fixing stuff, but I'm glad I found this error before anything else.

The Boring, The Mundane, And Everything In Between

Life isn't all sunshines and rainbows, sometimes it's a bit more grounded than what we see on social media.

Catch and Release

I'm still not sure if I'm grieving right, or if I ever stopped waiting for it to swim back.

The Dream That Made Sense When I Woke Up

life finds a way to tell you about things and unresolved feelings. Mine came in a dream.

Fool Me Twice, Shame On Me

A learning experience is one of those things that says, 'You know that thing you just did? Don't do that.

A Convenient Month For Two Opposites

Funny how mental health only trends when there's a month to compete with.

Liberty and Digital Independence Forever!

I'm tired of all the subscriptions, the telemetry, and the constant invasiveness. I want to own my data!

The Website That Started It All

Whatever happened to expression? Here's the story of how I made my website to the best version that it is now.

print("Hello to the Real World!")

The first post, written as my first mark on the internet, but I doubt anyone read.