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My social media account have been sitting dead in the water for a while. And to be honest I love it. But then my life did a backflip (yes, it's a breakup. no, I will not write details about it) and I ended up on a downwards spiral of depression and dissociation. It's not great. It's not going great at all. And one thing I noticed I keep itching to do was to just shitpost, blurt out any brainfart I…
That's cause I am going through some personal problems right now and I feel the need to post cryptic song lyrics somewhere like the fucking emo that I am. I probably won't do it since this is purely a project thought up out of a downward spiral. But I just needed to get this absurdity off my chest right now. Besides, I have so many other unfinished projects to tackle and instead I'm just staring…
...but it feels really vulnerable to do so I've been putting it off. A bit of context before I get into it: when I was too young too remember I scared the shit out of my family by disappearing during a picnic. After looking for me everywhere they found me back at our picnic site. When asked where I was I told them something about seeing a cat with many blue glowing eyes on the stream and following…
My first idea was just to shift the gender of my deadname. My middle name was easy. I already went by it most of the time that I was doublelifing before coming out. So that was just gonna stay Cristian . But my first name was a bit more complicated. It's not that it doesn't have a masculine variant. It does. It has several in fact, and a shortened neutral one. But all of them made me sound like a…
like a chore. I don't wan't the blog to be chore. I wan't it to be fun. But that doesn't mean I don't have ideas for posts. I have random ideas jotted down and saved in various places, some hand written, some in different apps or txt documents, and even a bunch that I keep as open tabs in Firefox. It's all sorta messy and it's becoming overwhealming so I figured it's time to pull all of these into…
Read his post HERE CharonCat is online. MindlessTalk is offline. CharonCat: sup BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ CharonCat: are you grounded or something? =)) BUZZ BUZZ CharonCat: I know you're invisible CharonCat: nerd CharonCat is offline. CahronCat is online. CharonCat changed status to busy. CharonCat changed status to "It doesn't even matter..." CharonCat is offline. posted from Yahoo!Messenger Send me a bird
...makes it hard to figure out if they're talking about a person or a product. That's what usually jolts me out of it. I don't mind the posts about all sorts of dubious advice on all the topics known to man. That's to be expected on the internet. Everyone barfs out whatever the fuck they think and it's fine. But once the advice starts sounding like we're not talking about people anymore and…
posted from my toothbrush
The previous day when I visited the Art and Industry Saloon I signed my dad and I up for a tour of one of the UCMR Bunkers. Which was great cause last time we were on the UCMR grounds we couldn't go in due to the large number of people on that tour. After we came back out we went to see the villas and the greenhouses again. Send me a bird
This year it was kind of a let down. By no fault of the organizers. They did all the heavy lifting while some of the partners seemed uncooperative to say the least. The reception of some of this places felt like they didn't want to be on this tour. The place that was supposed to be the starting point didn't tell the employees the right time...you know the one that was advertised on the internet…