Journal
Inner worlds live amongst topics like any other; All topics are the same. They're all data. Merely, data. Hormones are what give humans their emotions (or atleast this author presumes so.) Should this fact invalidate us is irrelevant—Merely, such facts are just data. Why ask questions? They're merely actions. So why try? They're merely decisions. So why write about it? Because, they're are merely…
Which thoughts belong to you and which thoughts belong to us? You don't think it's profound, because these questions are ordinary questions we ask ourselves everyday; What do [I] identify as? When you're sitting amongst a group of friends and you subconsciously adhere to a label you've had. You are [your name] and you are a coworker, a student, a team-player, an outcast, a quiet person, a loud…
Slowly rotting, (1)7 feet under.
Typing that title out ate my insides, I'm physically repulsed but I do not have much better words. Fears to fathom: Yesterday I went outside with my family, for some reason I refuse to act "normal". Or maybe I am. But have you ever imagined yourself acting.. completely you? I think we all have the need to masks bits and parts of ourselves. The winter is eating me and I no longer feel like I'm…
Give up on those you love, love me instead.
I love you.
Has there ever been a time where you gave up your opinion for the better? I can't ever imagine doing the same with your belief and values. It's just too painful to change when you've been doing the same and you're fine. Boarding school has been killing me, slowly and eating my organs and nutrients. I can't seem to handle 5 days of eating consistently in a place unrelated to home and family.…
Everybody as a human has one duty, one goal, that is: To find meaning and purpose in one's life. How can there be any meaning and purpose if one's ideology has died. How can anyone imagine life without society...
I noticed not a lot of people actually mean the words they say. Often relying on implied meaning from a social expectations and context and other people's knowledge to gauge out a conclusion of their sentence or words... This is one of the most difficult things for me: Meaning the words I say.
There is no meaning behind a sunset if your life has no meaning. You haven't lived if you refuse imperfections, resisted temptations and confrontation. (🥀 forgive my words, I am only a feeble immature, excuse of a human being) We all like being happy, we like to ask others "What would you do if... [generic happy thing]". Example) What if you had a million dollars or you could do anything in the…