Fuck it I love you

I'll pretend that you're still here,
Hearing your nails scrape the floor,
Letting me know you are near,

Sometimes I still hear you pawing at my door,
But when I open it,
I just see your collar on the floor,

It hasn’t been the same since you made that mess,
But now you are gone,
And it’s leaving me stressed,

Sometimes I look at old pictures of you,
Before I know it,
My face is all blue,

Sometimes I look at your clothes,
Regretting what happened,
But I had to keep my oaths

I wanted you to forget the things you fear,
But I didn't know,
That it meant you'd disappear,