i'm just a little person. one person in a sea of many little people who are not aware of me. Cheatsheet image example come say hello to my friends ! ...
09/06/2026, 23:39 by the time my eyes swim to the clock announcing noon, the bowl of milk from this morning is still next to me on the table, the sun has moved so much that it's not beating on my balcony anymore and yet i only rise from the couch for the first time in hours- because this is how slow i am about taking a single step. when people watch the eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, they…
i've started a new job a bit less than a month ago and already i have been times and times again reminded that kindness is often a choice people are not willing to make. after quitting the job i had loved the most in my life, i had decided that i wanted to go back to something similar. i'd missed working with kids and having a job that had low consequences (working around money- assurances, shop…
◈.◎━━━━━━◎ Rarely do I dream of loved ones. For some reason my subconscious would rather fill my nights with poisonous faces of the past rather than offering me a comforting rest. Yesterday I went to see an old colleague of mine that held a stand with our boss for the art shop I used to work at a few months back. I greeted her enthusiastically, introducing my mom and aunt by my side to her,…
◈.◎━━━━━━◎ I turned 26 last week and felt like it might have just been one of the emptiest days of my life. I have always, always loathed the struggle of going through my birth day every year, but this one was specifically horrid in its silence. I answered every texts with bittersweet thanks and just wished for tomorrow the entire day. Every birthdays for I'd say... a decade now, I resent whenever…
◈.◎━━━━━━◎ saturday, a little girl went to some sort of professional event with their mom who is also looking for a new job. it was held in the same building that was hosting the animanga convention she'd gone the weekend prior to that, and now was filled with adults with suits whose gaze all felt judgemental and suffocating. the little girl went around once, talked to 2 people who immediately…
◈.◎━━━━━━◎ "didn't you hear the firefighters break down your neighbour's door yesterday ?" , says my mother on the phone. (we're thursday) on monday, when i was coming home from spending the afternoon with my mom, we saw a man roam around the front door of my building. "could you please let me in ? i just want to see if my missing brother is at his place." , he asks me; and despite him sounding…