lists from sili . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁₊ ⊹ .

yaoi/bl to read

  • zombie cycle by homerun ken
  • A Home Far Away by Yatsuda Teki
  • fangs by Billy Balibally
  • A Dazzling Sight/一见生彩 by 咸刀 & 毛杉稻士
  • Kobi no Isu by Ike Reibun
  • Twilight Out of Focus by Janome
  • Harenai Sekai de Kimi Dake Mieru by Mikka Mita

march 24 2026 +

brown sugar boba tier

3

censoring some of them bc i dont wna dox myself

  • *** ****** (SO GOOD + close!)
  • **** ***** (RAAAAAAAAAAH)
  • daboba (not enough but fine)
  • **** ****** (rly forgetful)
  • omi cafe (forgetful also no tapioca?)
  • tsaocaa (eh)
  • joyee (bad)

february 21 2025 +

words, so many!

322
  • heliotropes (flowers)
  • cantilevered (fixed/supported at only one end)
  • vista (a view)
  • cheroot cigars (look like sticks)
  • moored (to be fastened 2 smth; boats&docks)
  • magnate (wealthy influential person)
  • conscripted (enlisted)
  • wharf (other end of being moored; the dock)
  • Quay (ship parking lot)
  • mildewed (covered in fungal shit)
  • skiffs (small boats)
  • narthex (entrance meeting area in church)
  • sycophantically (behaving in a way to please to gain advantage)
  • Obsequious (obedient/attentive in a way to please others)
  • Servile (excessive willingness to please others)
  • hellion (rowdy mischievous child)
  • adenoidal (nasally voice caused by enlarged whatever in the throat)
  • gangplank (plank u put on dock to get off)
  • vagaries (unexpected and inexplicable ways of change)
  • evanesce (pass out of sight memory existence)
  • thinning concentration/patience
  • Sallow (complexion; unhealthy yellow
  • Dioptra (classical astronomical and surveying instrument, dating from the 3rd century BC)
  • in the singularity that is their bedroom
  • supine (flat on back)
  • and pliancy gives way to urgency
  • cypress (round pointy evergreen small tree)
  • cairns (rock gravestone)
  • Unmoor (feeling insecure confused or disconnected)
  • Commiseration (sympathy and sorrow for the misgivings of others)
  • Tchotchkes (Knickknacks and doodads!)
  • Effusive (expressing feelings of gratitude pleasure or approval in an unrestrained heartfelt matter)
  • Microfiche (those computer things to look at old newspaper scans)
  • Dioramas (model w 3d scenes)
  • Scattershot (denoting something that is broad but random and haphazard in its range.)
  • Incisive (intelligently analytical and clear thinking and accurate and focused)
  • glassine paper (protection paper for art)
  • Bakelit (material; 1940s; jelly like jewlery)
  • fumigate to clean with fumes
  • luminol: Forensic investigators use luminol to detect trace amounts of blood at crime scenes, as it reacts with the iron in hemoglobin.
  • Sinew
  • Halide
  • accrued (to accumulate or receive)
  • talus (rock formation)
  • ossified (to turn hard; to become rigid or fixed)
  • predilection (a preference or special liking for something; a bias in favor of something.)
  • obviated (remove a need; avoid or prevent)
  • tonsure (to be shaved bald)
  • mealymouthed (afraid to speak frankly or straightforwardly)
  • incongruous (not in harmony with other things near it)
  • syncopated (displace the beats or accents in (music or a rhythm) so that strong beats become weak and vice versa)
  • abets (encourage or assist (someone) to do something wrong)
  • synecdoche (a figure of speech in which a part is made to represent the whole or vice versa, as in *Cleveland won by six runs*(meaning “Cleveland's baseball team”).
  • rain-stained stucco (building material mostly used for houses and malls?)
  • demimonde (a group of people considered to be on the fringes of respectable society)
  • presaged (of an event) be a sign or warning that (something, typically something bad) will happen.)
  • inured (accustom (someone) to something, especially something unpleasant.)

june 23 2025

movies 2026

787
  • yami douga 4
  • i know what you did last summer
  • frailty
  • until dawn
  • death whisperer 1, 2, 3
  • iron lung
  • sing 2
  • zootopia 2
  • bad guys 2
  • hoppers
  • ready or not
  • ready or not 2

silica expansion

26
  1. photo gallery
  2. tv
  3. show and tell
  4. about me
  5. whats in my bag w/ draggable images
  6. journal
  7. collection
    • lads merch
    • keychains
    • digital cameras
  8. media log
    • video games
    • tv/movies
    • books/manga/web novels/etc
    • separate bl page
  9. lists
  10. fic page
    • import fics
    • 2 column thing 4 covers?
    • add some form of commenting
  11. fake captcha
  12. music/playlist page

dec 10 2025 +

fics tht changed my life

  • and all i've loved, i've loved alone by featherx ◼ im pretty sure this influenced my writing style too. i always think of this fic. my love for edgar literally exploded....
  • marigolds by colbub ◼ god what beautiful characterization of akechi. i have yet to finish it. a fic so good you treat it as canon...
  • on the corpse of justice ◼ this is MY canon fontain msq. its so immersive. the changes for canon just made so much sense. so much better than the story quest.
  • komorebi by Calamitatum ◼ amazing shinso characterization jesus christ like thats my boy!!!!
  • you’re back mari! + pursuit au ◼ dear god
  • good night, travel well by europa_report ◼ it got deleted but i love klance and horror. this fic is seriously so so good. europa is generally just goated.
  • Danganronpa: All Star Slaughter by katavicbun ◼ GOES FUCKING CRAZYYYYYY OH MY GOD

dec 10 2025 +

monster ranks + reviews

3
  • white monster zero sugar: it was fine. bunny said it tasted like the color blue but i think it taste like a white airhead. it’s sweet and carbonated. i didn’t enjoy drinking it. i always made a face….. the portion size is surprisingly huge… when i drank it, i felt like i was on the verge of giggling but idk if tht was because i was running on like four hours of sleep. somehow my body was operating as if i wasn’t tired. it was weird. mentally i was sluggish but sharp?? my eyes felt so heavy but i didn’t feel like dropping. spiritually i did tho. i guess it worked? it gave me the anxiety stomach drops for no reason so im not sure if tht was just me or miss monster. will need to be tested…
  • ultra vice guava: this was only my second one, but this is my favorite. it literally tasted so yummy. this was JUICE!!!!!!! it was so good i drank it while eating something, which is very rare for me to do bc i dont like drinking anything but water when im eating smth. but this was delicious thank u angelface for recommending me this as my next one. strangely enough i got lile. zero energy from drinking this. i felt normal. last time i felt really sleepy but yeah
  • ultra strawberry dreams: THIS WAS SOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!! doesnt trump guava but this one was so yummy!!!! i think i drank this while eating a sandwich??? im writing this weeks after i had it bc i forgor, but it's def good. bonus points for the can being super cute! every time i glanced at it i kept thinking monokumamonokuma was on the can so slight jumpscare.....
  • ultra blue hawaii: im starting 2 notice a pattern with the ultra drinks. they all taste the same. like they have the same underlying sweet taste. its actually kind of cool? like i get the same feeling on my tongue as i did when i drank the guava and strawberry one. BUT this one isnt really that special. dont get me wrong ITS GOOD but guava and strawberry are better!!! this also paired really well with korean soy garlic fried chicken
  • ultra fantasy ruby red: this tasted bad. i mean its objectively fine, but it just tastes like sunny d, which i just dont like in general. just boring....
  • original: fucking nasty holy shit. idk how anyone drinks that. it actually tastes like battery acid. it was just so. so so sweet. sickly sweet. weird aftertaste too

fav food

  • garlic fried chicken
  • soft tacos
  • the pumpkin cheese cake one of my best friends and his mom makes
  • my mom’s fish free palabok
  • chicken adobo
  • hot honey rub boneless chicken from wingstop
  • loaded mac n cheese
  • tour of italy from olive garden
  • chicken ramen with LOADS of bamboo shoots and a littleeeeee cajun powder
  • tv dinners
  • loaded mashed potatoes
  • boiling hot christmas ham and ice cold potato salad with a lot of green onions and celery
  • spamsilog
  • pulled pork with kettle corn chips
  • chili

june 22 2025 +

really insane phases (fandom)

  • chiscara
  • zhongluc
  • shuake
  • soapghost
  • renheng
  • wrioneuvi/neuvithesley
  • shindeku
  • bkdk
  • argenthill
  • crowfish
  • komahina late dec - jan (?)
  • omori
  • klance jan 31 - ??
  • solsah feb 23 - ??
  • plave and sonny brisko march 17 - (idk when but it ended lol)
  • phainaxa
  • superbat
  • phainaxa + phaidei
  • klance + jjk (gego) (december)

july 9 2025 +

movies 2 watch

787
  • the vampire sisters
  • woman of the hour
  • helter skelter
  • ethereal sunshine of the spotless mind
  • kevin can fuck himself
  • suicide room 2011

january 14 2025 +

minecraft builds

17
  • witch house
  • library
  • post office
  • farmers market
  • butcher/deli
  • farm
  • fish stand
  • breakfast diner!
  • winery!
  • cat cafe
  • beekeeping hut

june 9 2025 +

comfort food

  • apple sauce
  • pizza puff
  • lugaw
  • mac and cheese w hot chips
  • holiday ham n mashed potatoes!
  • siopao
  • megan thee stallion collab burger
  • cinnamon buns
  • cinnamon nuggets
  • bourbon chicken grilled skillet!!
  • garlic bread

april 22 2025 +

fav/interesting lines from books :3

neverwhere by neil gaiman

  • Even when the Marquis was at rest, his eyes never ceased moving. Up, down, around, as if he were looking for something, thinking about something. Adding, subtracting, evaluating.
  • Things like that, they’re too vicious to die - old Bailey page 178
  • Museum chapters 187-207
  • Retinal afterimage ghostly series of orange green splotches
  • They were a luminescent, in color, eyes as old as the universe, eyes that had seen galaxies congeal from stardust ten million million years ago; pg 214

the grip of it by jac jemc

  • I dream these bodies as answers and then wake and stir at how close this nightmare felt to reality. I drift through them again at the breakfast table, these dreams shaped like a memory. Ch 19 pg 65
  • His response is not that of someone half drawn away by sleep.
  • Ch 27 is my fav

interview with a vampire by anne rice (didnt finish yet)

  • People who cease to believe in God or goodness altogether still believe in the devil. I don’t know why. No, I do indeed know why. Evil is always possible. And goodness is eternally difficult.

if you could see the sun by ann liang

  • The more I speak, the angrier I get, and the steadier my voice grows. I think of all the people like me, like Lucy Goh or Evie Wu or even the young woman from the restaurant with Chanel’s father. The neglected ones, the unlucky ones, the ones who want more than they’ve been given. The ones who have to crawl and scrape and fight their way up from the very bottom, who have to game a system designed for them to lose. Always the first to be punished and blamed when things go wrong. Always the last to be seen, to be saved.
  • He laughs, and the sound is like bottled magic. Like birdsong.

april 22 2025 +

fav horror movies (so far)

787
  • i am the pretty thing that lives in the house
  • the autopsy of jane doe
  • us
  • hush
  • color out of space
  • underwater
  • nope
  • the bay

march 13 2025 +

movies 2025

787
  • 28 days later
  • day shift
  • sea beast
  • enchanted
  • kpop demon hunters
  • poop cruise
  • superman
  • thunderbolts
  • fantastic four
  • war of the worlds 2025 (girl what the actual fuck was that)
  • the batman
  • weapons
  • unknown number: the highschool catfish

actions while speaking

2025 edit: this was an old list to just give characters more movement during dialogue. its lowkey just turned into a list of things ive noticed people doing while we talk

  • peeling cuticle nails
  • tapping nails on table
  • fiddling with rings/with any nearby small object
  • cracking knuckles
  • stretching out neck
  • cracking neck
  • twirling hair
  • inspecting hair ends
  • peeling skin off lips
  • rubbing eyes/chin
  • playing with earring
  • ripping a thread out of clothing
  • swinging/circling a foot
  • shaking knee
  • scratching face
  • rubbing nose
  • applying lip balm??
  • feeling the texture of smth/running a thumb over smth to feel said texture
  • ripping paper ??? maybe thts a specific habit
  • playing with bracelet
  • stretching out shoulders
  • adjusting/cleaning glasses
  • massaging palms
  • chewing on hoodie strings
  • squeezing hands
  • unassembling/reassembling a pen

may 18 2024 +