Journey 12 - Unfinished, Consistency, Randoms

Unfinished #

I had been shutdown for around 3-4 days since I had a fatigue. I guess that’s the result of sleeping 2:00 in the morning for consecutive weeks.

I’ve been procrastinating on my work lately. I just watched another video where it says that you aren’t lazy, things are just boring. And that’s probably right. Things have been getting quite boring lately to the point where I don’t even have the motivation to finish it.

Some people said it’s an ADHD thing where if you could picture yourself getting a task completed, then you’d end up not completing it. I don’t know how true that is, but I sometimes feel the same thing.

When things are either too easy or too hard, I end up delaying things and do something else.

Consistency #

It just occurred to me that what needs fixing isn’t the time I wake up. But rather the time that I sleep.

I already made plans on winding down around 22:45, so I could sleep before midnight.

The plan has been set, and I just need to be consistent with it every single day.

Randoms #

I had my second interview for the year, and it kinda went well. Unfortunately, the position that I applied to had already been filled, and he just entertained me for a vibe check, and get to know what I could bring to the table.

I just received an email from my credit card, and it says that it was used in recharge.com and around $400 was used! It was a good thing that they had a fraud detection system and prevented that transaction. And I’m lucky that I’m using credit cards for online transactions since it would’ve been hard to reverse that transaction if it was a debit card.

They already blocked the card and sent me a replacement, but I’m still waiting for it to arrive.

I’ve been enjoying walks lately. I usually do it at night. Today, I went with a walk with my SO for around 8km. It’s a nice way to have a long conversation. You get to spend the day with them, and get in shape at the same time. Though that might not be the case since we went eating after 😆.

I’ll probably make walking a routine, but I have to fix my sleeping schedule first.

I kinda want to make this a routine as well where I’d go for a late night walk. I just need to disconnect from the internet and get my body in shape. It’s meant to help me keep being sane.