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These types of older retired people, spent decades working, most of the time jealous of other people, and yet now having plenty of free time, they just consume hours of short form contents all day. They also have this “feeling superior” mentality just because they are older and feels like they know everything, even without first hand experience of the subject matter. They won’t even listen to what you have to say, even they’re wrong, they won’t budge and just get angry.
Here they are, living everyday, getting closer to their deathbed and still waste their remaining time, with that attitude.
Why would you let their opinions affect you when you don’t respect them?
Building and compiling LineageOS somehow feels like a therapy for me these days. I am just watching the build logs go by for hours.
Sa lahat ng tama may mali
Sa lahat ng bawal na sandali
Sa lahat ng kwentong pang-sawi
Sa lahat ng naligaw at di makauwi
Gusto ko lang mawala saglit
Gusto ko lang lumipad sa hangin
Gusto kong matulog nang mahimbing
Gusto ko lang
Merong magik
— Magik by Banda ni Kleggy
I’ve been thinking a lot about the end of things lately, as my mind wandered around, stressed out by a series of things not worth discussing. And thinking about the end of myself is weirdly comforting. The classic this too shall pass. Everything is transitory after all, and life itself is impermanent. We’re here now, we might be gone tomorrow.
“Later is always, too late.”
One month experiment: using a very old low-end phone with the latest Android version as a daily driver. The device lags as expected, but usable. The friction of using it is an advantage I’m seeking.
Suhyun’s (AKMU) crystal-clear voice always cleanses my polluted soul.
I am tired of this “You should grind now, but live later.”.
How cellular networks can find you: https://nickvsnetworking.com/somebodys-watching-me-adventures-in-cellular-locating
“Seed your mental garden from only the most thought-provoking, inspiring sources. Solitude is your water; contemplation a nurturing force.” — You Sould Quit Reddit by Jacob Desforges
Reddit has been big for me for more than a decade now, at least time spent on it. The first few years has been great, I did enjoy being on it even being just a lurker. But nowadays, it just behaves like other big social media. Entries are just constant attention grabbing, noticeably fake, and just exposes being entitled. All of these are not worth it. I need to impose less inputs.
“Besides darling, we may be dark, but let me share a secret with you, sometimes darkness can show you the light.” — David Draiman of Disturbed, talking to a child during a concert
One aspect of heavy metal music which is often overlooked by outsiders is that even though the music is aggressive, the message is positive and raw. It is welcoming. It is not bounded by the norms, and yet still deliver good ideas. Once resonated, that cathartic feeling stays with you, and you will find comfort.
\m/
how to properly ask for help https://blog.avas.space/ask-for-help-guide/
I’ve been back with Solus on both my computers. I’ve been seeing too much irrelevancy with regards to the relevant systems. I’ve used Solus way back 8 years ago and daily drive it for a quite a while. I hope I’ll get the same calm computing now too.
The human machine will finally bleed
The human machine will finally cease to be
So set yourself free
And disengage from reality
— Disengage by Suicide Silence
There’s no actual present moment for humans. Everything they perceive has some miniscule time delay for their brain to process and create what seems to be the present moment. Physics can back this up.
Maybe living in the moment should be stopped because it is pointless, instead, just exist.
Listening to Apink’s MY MY during my bike ride going home, together with clear skies and the moon directly in front of me, feels like everything’s still fine after all. A short ride yet fulfilling at the same time.
I discovered that I now have a proper device to test OpenEUICC. I will be tinkering for the next few days.
It made me realise how rare it’s become to just… talk. To text about anything and nothing. To rant and rave about something that’s happened in our lives. To just say hello or how you doing without a prompt, or to check in without a goddamn link attached.
https://nickhayes.bearblog.dev/nobody-actually-talks-anymore/
Bīnasuberuto
Day 0…
I got the dream device. I managed to successfully use the exploit to modify the software. I like all about it, even the community surrounding it. They are laid back, savvy, and fun having conversations with. How they prioritize things is aligned with mine.
One thing that my mind clings to is to let go of all other things that needs to go. It’s fine to do different things.
The Boston Drama (Live at The Cozy Cove) - Typecast
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