harvest, magnitude, & bond
insights into my latest & largest neon painting yet
truths found/fires burned
snippets of my ever-in-progress memoir series. also: personal essays, images, and notes on the process(es) of divestment, healing, emotional expression, creativity, and divining for oneself what is true.
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Latest episodes
working memory #3
infusion day, round 4: a stream of thoughts from the chair
working memory #2
analog-ing on the page what gets lost in the daily brain & executive dysfunction fog
worth the weight
a luminescent shift in perspective
thrash & tighten
searching for a thread of reconnection
photo diary: a brief study on cultivating radical imagination
“but still, another world is possible.
straight from the sketchbooks #1
i am free
metronome of memories
muscle memory doesn’t fade and neither do some voices from the past
chasing payments
the same quickbooks notification i’ve seen for the last seven months at 9 a.m.
from the archives: meeting my mud mothers in the healing circle
in august 2021, i was commissioned to paint one of my largest works to date: two panels measuring 78 in x 98 in each.
photo diary: recovery
glimpses of post-op life…truths found/fires burned is a reader-supported publication.
emotionality (noun)
a few quick research notes
how to prepare for a hysterectomy*
(in no particular order)
flowers
i remember the seasons when the sun refused to yield its time to the moon; the sky’s blue expanse only broken by the snowcapped mountain peaks along the horizon, the earth beneath my feet softening to welcome the weight of my body as i pressed my flesh to Hers.
photo diary: paris
where we went, what we ate, what we saw
infinite gifts
a quick reflection on the many things art—making it, living it, engaging with it—has taught me about receiving and reciprocity
a glimpse into my upcoming solo exhibition
sharing words i'll be sharing at my first-ever solo show (january in paris!)
into the thick of it
swinging between doubt and faith, tracing fears to their point of origin, and trusting what i know instead of what i can see
homecoming
renewing my sense of Self with fresh flowers and canvases
i waged war for this softness
thoughts on external & internal shifts in seasons, personal mortality & familial longevity, and waging wars for softness