Small blog for small thoughts.
I've been writing and reading a lot of poetry lately, so I'm going to create a zine that features my favorite poems. I'm going to include about ten poems, which I'll compile into a zine to send to my friends. I've also been thinking about publishing it anonymously, and distribute copies to independent libraries and coffee shops, so that others can read it too. I'll also publish the zine on…
I recently made a new friend. We both love literature and music, and he has been really friendly to me so far. He has shown me many new things related to those topics. One of the most interesting things is poetry. When I go to his place, he shows me poems by different authors and explains things to me about them. I've also been buying some poetry books to read. So far, I've read works by Pablo…
It's been almost a year since my last post. I'm writing this quick update to let you know that my mental health has improved significantly! I'm happier, more connected with my friends, and I've met new people. All of that makes me very happy. Now, I'm looking for a job and searching for apartments so I can move out of my parent's house. Last year was crazy. I experienced a lot of ups and downs.…
It's been 12 months since I broke up with my girlfriend, we had a 5 year relationship and 2 years of a toxic we-are-only-friends relationship. During those 2 years we had a lot of problems, especially jealousy. I don't want to talk about that. But I do want to talk about my experience after 12 months of not talking at all. At first it was really hard, I missed her so much I felt like I wanted to…
Today, like the day before and the day before that, I'm sad. It's been so long since I last wrote on this page. But reading my old post it seems like things haven't change that much. My depression is the same as always, luckily it didn't get worse. I'm curious about what I'm going to do when I'm old. Last week I read Oyazumi Punpun for the first time, it's the first manga I've ever read and it was…
This year is my last year, I'm coming back to classes next week after the holidays and I'm kind of anxious again. To be honest, I don't really want to come back, I don't have any close friends at uni and the classes started to feel obnoxious last year. I don't feel like I'm going anywhere. The other thing that makes me anxious it's finishing uni. I don't really know what I'm going to do. When I…
One of the main reasons I have to quit Linux for almost two years before reinstalling it again this month, is the music software. I'm finishing my degree on music composition and most of the programs I have to use are windows/mac only, my teachers always talk about Sibelius and Finale, they teach us how to use Max/MSP and Adobe Audition. For a long time, when I begin my career, I tried to avoid…
It's always difficult to start a project, you have to find the right people to do the work, and you have to work really hard when you're alone. I was lucky to be approached by a friend of mine to start a project, something he had wanted to do for a long time, but needed the right people. When he talked to me about this project and asked for my help, I felt like I was not the right person to do it,…
It's been like a year or so since I started this blog, I wanted to write every week a blog post but I quickly abandoned that project. I recently found again my blog searching through my bitwarden folders. Now, I want to start this project again, but not like a personal diary where I write about me, now I want to make it more like a book to write my thoughts, the way I think, my reflections, etc.…
I'm currently on vacations and I've spent a week at the beach. It was so peaceful, so much silence and tranquility. I just sat on a rock and watch the ocean. I felt so good until I had to come back, as soon as I got off the bus I heard the noise of the city and it was so overwhelming. The cars, the people talking, everything. I feel so anxious until I got home and lay on my bed with my cat. Today…