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Last night I was lucid dreaming. But lucid dreaming is boring because lucid dreaming is omnipotence and omnipotence is godly but boring because life is only fun because there are CONSEQUENCES. Unpredictable ones sometimes, even. Losses. The potential to fail. Intellectual discussion withOUT application: is it even intelligent? How would we know if it wasn’t? Reality will never bite back push back…
“I don’t know what to do with my life.” “Have you considered telling other people who don’t know what to do with their lives what to do with their lives?” you die, you meet god and god says ‘you have to go back, you have a mission’ and you’re like 'oh what mission?’ and god says 'to help other people’ 'to do...?’ ’their missions :>’ 'which is…’ 'to…help… other …people’ (you start speaking in sync…
(With answers from 29 Oct, 2025) If you had to bath in one persons blood other than your own, whose would it be? And why? David. He just has lamb-to-the-slaughter, aggravating baby angel energy. And he’s a momma’s boy. WOWWW what the FUCK. I meant that shit too. Hmm now I would say...no now I would never even ask that question. If you had to smear one persons semen all over you (other than your…
I think this is precisely the energy that I'm moving out of. And I guess...I thought that people's insides leaked out so clearly onto their outsides that I didn't even need to say a word about it, that I didn't need to provide evidence (but then again there is no purpose in providing evidence if conclusions are already set in stone). I believe so much in the idea that everyone is telepathic and…
A few things happened during my 2015 psychotic breakdown. First, I started not being able to sleep. And then Seb told me: Kelly you have to sleep or you're going to die. And I fixated on the death part which gave me such a panic and I still couldn't sleep. Then, I thought my mom and Jaime were spies. I thought Seb and Irene were Nazis. I thought Trump was going to begin a new era of White…
My last last therapist asked me if I thought I had anything to offer besides my looks. I was confused. Offer…whom? And did I give off the impression that I didn’t think so? Given that I thought I was so super special, I doubt it. He didn’t think I had anything going for me. My friend who ended up getting cancer said that I wasn’t the most special of the Tumblr girls, but the hottest. I was…
When I imagine who Harrison would eventually want to be with, I see a beautiful entrepreneur. Some Ivanka Trump type. She wears suits for fun. She might've been a model. That's all we know about her. Antonio would eventually end up with a 5'3 nurse's aid with weight insecurities. A Bridget Jones without the sex appeal. She eats Ben and Jerry's when she cries. She frumpy and she ain't cute. But she…
Antonio is UNLIKE anyone I've EVER met in one regard: he is the most average North American man I've ever known. Shows like Family Guy and The Simpsons and King of the Hill were made to depict this type of guy, the North American median man. This angle is advantageous for high viewership, because people love what they relate to, and the kind of people to even watch that much TV are exactly the…
i was jealous of antonio for being so happy with the ordinary borings of life that we are told we are supposed to enjoy i thought it just sounded sooo boring like bbqs, spring time, summer time, warm weather, friends and family, gardens i thought it sounded terrible i was like if that's what life is like then let me die now but because he had it and was so happy about it i got jealous and i wanted…
I have this really weird urge to give antonio Valentine’s Day hearts Those little candies I want to just like casually throw him a box of them when he gets in my car and act like I didn’t just go all around town looking for them Just throw a box into his lap really casually like ‘picked this up at the random gas station lmao how quirky’ Oh my god I wish I could make a box of custom hearts Ok here…