Under Construction Effective July 28, 2026, lots of things in this weblog website, including posts, are Under Construction! As such, I am temporarily stalling all main blog activity, including that of the untilted dot lol blog. For now, get to know me better on my About Me page. This will remain on the front page until further notice. (this is not a blog post) Published with weblog.lol!
On Taking Care of The Self It is with a slow dawning that I have come to notice, day after day, the multitude of unspoken assumptions that haunt me like ghosts, ever present yet scarcely acknowledged. They're the soft, invisible mandates that require me to approve of particular narratives , to the quiet adoption of certain scripts that have become, in our present age, almost cultural orthodoxy.…
Am I Okay? Will I Ever Be? I'm not going to go over my entire comprehensive medical history in a way that may reveal any sensitive information about me, or go into detail regarding any stressful or other adverse events (if any) that may or may not have happened to me in reality. I would prefer to resolve my own health issues without the interference of those who don't know me very well, and I…
My Thoughts On Translation And Language _(I'm going to get really unnecessarily nerdy and technical here, so I will describe this and name the languages using ISO 639-3 language codes because I'm a "make things harder for myself" type like that, according to some people)_ I learned eng , spa , and fra growing up. I have encountered a variety of languages over the years, mostly through informal…
Why I've Been Quiet About My Gender For So Long My birth certificate, my ID card, my passport... all of my legal and personal identification that was given to me has consistently designated me as female . Because of this, everyone around me, including my family, addresses me with the pronouns she and her , and I have come to accept these forms of reference as the most convenient fit for my…
The Conflict Between Openness and Insularity Irrespective of my lifelong predisposition towards seclusion and me never really feeling not distressed and irritated about having to interact with others, I have, simultaneously and inscrutably, always felt some kind of genuine solace, an affection if you will, and admittedly a strong pull towards persons, places, and things whose way of life stand in…
My Personal Fascination Gives Me Lots Of Feelings (PART 2) (read part 1 if you haven't already) Just A Phase? I actually saw the documentary when it first came out on Netflix. Something about joys and sorrows. I vaguely remember the whole thing, but, basically, it was about a boy from China who had an interest in the national literature of that same Carpathian nation whose music I used to fixate…
My Personal Fascination Gives Me Lots Of Feelings (PART 1) Intro This is going to sound a bit too much , but... I want to ask you a question. Have you ever gradually felt the following: an inexplicable allure to something, that started out as a casual (but later genuine) interest that no one seems to understand, then, after later seemingly growing out of it, due to emerging thoughts that it was…
I'm Finally Talking About This Just To Get It Out Of My System Before we start, the personal blog entry I am about to share with you is simply just that - a personal, reflective blog post that captures my thoughts and experiences at the time of writing. It is not intended to persuade, discredit, or invalidate anyone else's viewpoints or experiences, although I recognize that the impact it has on…
No, I Ideally Don't Want To Do The Same Thing Every Day As a child, I would often tolerate doing the same activity for a very long period of time, but not in the way you're thinking. I did not line up objects in an oddly specific way or insist to my parents that we take the same walking route or eat the same food every day (most often they do not even listen to me at all). But I did insist on…
Mismatched Socks Even though the vast majority of any of my interests that I may have come and go (well, I'm starting to doubt that they've ever gone away like I thought they would, but for now, it's just a vague feeling at the moment, so I won't talk about that much) , I feel like if people actually took a genuine interest into my life, if people didn't ignore me on the basis that I'm "rude and…
It's Time To Stand Up For Myself. I used to keep to myself in such a manner that could be considered to be isolative and having an inclination to secrecy to some. The reason for this is not due to some big secret I'm hiding from others, but simply this: I like my privacy and I like doing things completely by myself and on my own. I never needed to care about anyone other than myself, admittedly…
A Blog Post That Will Never Be Finished This is an unfinished blog post, where ideas unfold and evolve, but never quite reach their conclusion. Table of Contents Mute Silent ToDoList Links Art Quotes Code Border Table Mute I really wish I had something substantive to say. Gigantic Enormous Huge Large Medium Small Silent Silent moonlit wave, Ripples on the midnight sea, Mystery abides Silent?…