an unwelcome dream, a premonition

mushishi, yuki urushibara tomorrow, i'm going to the hospital for a long-awaited, long-delayed ultrasound. seven years of annual check ups; annual observations to see if there’s another cyst growing in my reproductive system that hasn’t been quite like itself in the last handful of years 1 . over the weekend, i had two hair-raising dreams. saturday, october 18th: an unwanted pregnancy out of…