messages to and from my past self

I'm going back on my word. To be fair, I do this often. I am delightfully inconstant, side effects of being a Gemini, I'm sure someone would say. I change my mind constantly, adapting to the current situation's demands. I made a promise to myself months ago now, maybe even a year now thinking about it, that I would not read over my old diary entries anymore. They were hurting me too much and I…