Ecstatic

I just tend to forget I’m at the place I wished to be at years ago. For years I’ve been hoping and praying to get where I am at the moment. Yet it doesn’t feel like I thought it would. None of the ideas and dreams I had that would happen while being here have happened. I am happy that I’m here but it’s not the happiness I thought I’d feel. All my life I’ve had hopes and dreams. But this was by far…