re-focusing

finding little pockets of focus. they feel good and that feeling lasts for a bit but then it dissipates. i feel broken. i don't see a path forward. i don't see myself completing anything. i couldn't help but share your despair after reading your poem. i tried lying in bed in silence for a while. to dissipate the fear and anxiety. im always listening to something. i have to stop that. it is so hard…