time has passed

recently, my life has come to a screeching halt. long story short, i had some medical issues suddenly pop up. it's been tough. i think things are heading in a better direction, though? so that's good. but as a result, i've had a lot of downtime. and not " freedom to focus on whatever i want " sort of downtime - which feels fantastic - but " i can't really do anything but just sit and wait for my…