trying to reconcile with being a creative person online

I'm trying to reconcile with some aspects of creating. Similar to what I was saying before, about the pull of social media and sharing your art and wanting it to be seen. I started a blog on a site that is extremely barebones and is designed to be a corner of the "slow internet" or the "indie web." Anyway, despite this, despite me just throwing words on the page and posting it, I still felt the…