Replacement Fathers and Being My Own Mother

It feels like it's been a while. Probably hasn't because I update here every few weeks when something fucked up happens in my life, but to me it feels like I've been thinking about writing for a while. I guess I just wasn't feeling inspired. A lot has happened. I got to play sous during an important client dinner at work last week, and this week I almost got fired. (It was absolutely my fault and…