two weeks off of nicotine

Being nicotine free is a good thing, obviously. I have to keep telling myself that this is a good thing - that it's necessary for top surgery on the 30th, and for my recovery from that to go smoothly. But god, do I miss nicotine. I can absolutely see myself going back to it eventually. The substance was apparently the load bearing thing keeping the rest of my mental health issues in check, because…