you think you can take me seriously, for once?

it feels like i live in an alternate reality where nothing ever matters while it's also simultaneously a big deal. it's a big deal for all the wrong reasons . and it's only "important" if they were the person directly dealing with it. does anyone else not see how flawed this logic is? "i have thoughts i'm not supposed to have" "but that's completely normal, you are overthinking it. just suck it…