[Time Capsule, Day 286] fear of the cost of pursuing art

210325. (10:46pm). Day 286 of #AliveWithArt(one of those days)- 1 year of lockdown :(- feeling low, want to get out of my head- exhausted, alone, family with me- directionless - what am i doing?- the things i want to do. i don't know if i can support myself- i want to pursue music, performing but there's also the fear that i have to be more open about the things i've gone through/what inspires me-…