try to fix it by myself this time

i'm not doing ok, not doing ok at all right at this moment . the cool thing about moments is that they can change so quickly, and before you know it, you end up feeling so far removed from that last moment . and i'm just waiting for it to feel that way for me, for the moment to be far away from me . but right now i'm still inside it . getting off from a long day at work . missing someone . wishing…