did something suddenly snap ?

i woke up on time, went to the gym, had a fantastic workout (wonder if i should go a little high every sesh, but idk lolol), sat in my car and looked at my messages . i saw the guy i love texted earlier-didn’t realize it was around 3am . i wonder if an eyelash was keeping him awake, or if he was stressed about his cousin, or if it was too hot in his place, or something else . the text tho .. i am…