3 AM

I told you I was struggling, existentially you said: being an adult means doing things that you don't want to do you think I like doing laundry? -- It's 3 AM and I'm feeling sick, emotionally I woke to vertigo, to racing thoughts, to write what I can't say the feelings fade eventually -- You don't tell me things because you're afraid of how I'll react. That I won't respond, in the way that you…