what else can I do (march)

the rollercoaster continued this month. life was mostly dominated by employment woes. I've been feeling wobbly. it's a strike to my nervous system when another person gets picked over me. I'm afraid of what april might look like. it feels like I need to dial in, but what have I been doing if not dialing in? what else can I do? it's hard to look outside and see the bright sunny weather and warming…