it's okay to want friends. it's okay to not have them.

For a while now I've envied those who seemed to always belong to a group of friends - those that seem to either have the go-to friend group or just many friend groups, in general. I have a particular friend in mind who embodies this persona, but I also express my story based on observations I've seen of other, more acquaintance-like-friends. These people seem to have a solid group (or groups) of…