feeling great + stange desire to stop posting

hi! i have taken a vacation, and i must say, it was needed. i was being sucked into a quicksands of a depressive state, which is now manageable. for whatever reason, i feel the urge to stop posting and delete my blog. it is not exciting anymore. i've always been fascinated by the question of how the excitement dies off in a relationship and have come to the conclusion that a lack of excitement is…