it's over

my therapist got sick so i wasn't able to have therapy today. bummer. i had a terrible week. i don't think it's just me. i feel like all of my friends are feeling it too. i don't know what to do with myself. i don't like the feeling of giving up, but i don't see the point in trying. imposter syndrome is my next akin. is this what i have to do? lose myself first before i understand who i am. that's…