At the limit.

This is day 33 of my youngest child being in hospital. On day 21 the consultant took us into a side room and said, "Tell me about Celyn. What does she like doing? What are her days like?" Celyn 15 years ago. This is code for 'how hard should we try to save her?'. It's a quality of life question. Celyn is severely disabled. She was born that way. Starved of oxygen in the womb. Fucked over before…