Nobody wants to be

Today was my third presentation here. It means I have only one more to go before I can leave this place and pretend it never existed. It did not go how I planned or how I hoped it would go, and that knowledge is making me writhe in embarrassment. I tried. I tried so hard. The fact that it didn't go the way I expected and it was witnessed is what has me nauseous to this moment. I am coming down.…