i feel a bit better about it all. i think most of all, i feel sad for what i lost. sad for what i…

i feel a bit better about it all. i think most of all, i feel sad for what i lost. sad for what i didn't have. sad for what was traded for someone else's desire. i am sad for what could have been. and i think that's where my rage lies - in what was stolen from me. in what was taken away. and i could never do anything to stop it, it was never my choice. but maybe this is the circle finally coming…